Future7's Journal

ok i sent my parents the email about a half hour ago.  we will see if they respond.  if they DO respond, now i have to worry about dealing with them.  if they DON'T respond, i guess i have to feel unloved again.  i never win with these two.

let's see if the dreams stop.  i know my therapist will be pleased with this.  i know this was the right thing to do.  but at the same time, it just feels so uncomfortable...

i guess the silver lining is that i can always send them a letter down the road and tell them to go fuck themselves if i want.  but i suppose it is best to try this approach first. 

p.s. i am now sick again for like the 80th time since the school year began.  my throat is covered in white spots.  WTF