Journal Entry for January 18, 2008
i'm so bored today. my medicaid wont be active til feb 1st so now im out of all my meds til then. all my anxiety and antidepressants. i almost …
i am a stay at home mom. i used to take care of my mom until she went toa nursing home in may. i have a 4 year old daughter named grace. she is very much a handful. she has add and adhd and a mood disorder.
i am a stay at home mom. i used to take care of my mom until she went toa nursing home in may. i have a 4 year old daughter named grace. she is very much a handful. she has add and adhd and a mood disorder.
concerts, music, reading, going to walmart. shopping. spending money i dont have!!!! spending time with my fiance ken.
concerts, music, reading, going to walmart. shopping. spending money i dont have!!!! spending time with
i'm so bored today. my medicaid wont be active til feb 1st so now im out of all my meds til then. all my anxiety and antidepressants. i almost …
after taking care of my mom for 3 years and her being in and out of the nursing home for the past year, she passed away on september 29,2007. …
sorry its been so long since i wrote in here. i have not had a computer. i am doing so much better. i have a new pshych doctor who listens. she put …
i had a crying spell yesterday watching super nanny. it made me realize how hard i am on my 3 year old. i get so angry and upset cuz she wont settle …
im feeling ok today. i am tired. my mom is starting to get really bad memory loss from her stroke. she dont remember what she's doing. how to do it. …
ever since i have been about 5 or 6 years old, i have had problems with being tired all the time.never wanting to get up and go to school or doctor appt's. i can sleep 18 hours a day and still be tired.
i take full time care of my disabled mother. she is now in a nursing home as of june.
when i was at my most depressed state, i used to cut myself to let out my anger instead of taking it out on others.
i was born with ventricular septal defect(VSD). plus a murmur. the hole closed by the age of 15 and then whe i was preganant, i started having chest discomfort and they found nothing. well when my daughter was 6 months old i had a T.E.E. done and found out i have SUB AORTIC STENOSIS. i had congestive heart failure and was close to death. 2 months later i had open heart surgery. they fixed it and now im ok.
i just found out i am bipolar last month. i thought i was but i have a diagnosis now.
i have known i like men and women since i was 10 years old. i even had a gf in 6th grade. i am not ashamed of it either. i even go to strip clubs!!!!
my mom passed away on sept 29,2007 and she was my best friend.
i have high blood pressure and it seems to be getting worse even with meds.