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Let’s see here. I’m tired. Sleepy - but can’t sleep much, Heavy, Swollen, Excited, Scared, Thinking of Daniel’s birth and missing him, Thinking of my first father-less Father’s Day coming this weekend and missing him. Thinking of my c-section for next Tuesday – My third one - All that recovery pain all over again. Thinking of finally meeting my new (still nameless) baby girl.  Trying to get ready for the upcoming sleepless nights once again and trying to enjoy the freedom while I still can. Oh, yeah, and trying to do the things I still need to do without much energy.

Thanks – That’s all Folks!

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  1. JoleneL

    You are going to be so happy when you have that little girl in your arms to love kiss and hold. Whever I miss Owen I put all that cuddle love on the other children. Are you nesting yet? Maybe you will yet,and will get that stuff done!


    JoleneL

  2. mommyoflily

    Keep your head up girl! Soon you will be holding your beautiful little bundle. Oh how good that will feel....... Praying for your strength. Sorry about Father's Day.


    mommyoflily

  3. marjol

    Hi Cary,
    I have been following your story and my husband and I just want to wish you all the best for next Tuesday. You are in our thoughts and our prayers. I live in Shanghai and it is now dragonfly season here......everytime I see one I always think of your son Daniel....Please post a pic of your little girl once she arrives.
    All the best,
    Marvs and Julia


    marjol

  4. HeathD

    Good luck with you c-section, I am so excited for you!!!! Sorry about Father's Day. I'm sure every day is hard regarding Daniel. I am here for you. Praying for you to have peace regarding all that is going on in your life.


    HeathD

  5. LaylaF

    I'm feeling the same way with my pregnancy. I'm so so tired! hang in there hon. She'll be here soon. I'm so sorry about your fathers day. I know it will be hard. I'll say an extra prayer for you and your family.


    LaylaF

  6. wandersjewell

    You will think soon that it's all worth it! You'll be so happy and excited whey you meet your sweet girl it won't matter. Goodluck with your C-Section. I always tired, with both pregnancies from start to finish. I never nested with either girl! I always wished for that nesting so I could get some stuff done! Can't wait to see your sweet baby girl.


    wandersjewell

  7. elainebr

    Wow alot on your plate there girl take it easy --take just one day at a time.
    Your little girl will be so worth all the pain and sleepless nights. The other hurts will also be eased with the coming of you new angel. God bless you hun.
    Will be thinking of you next Tuesday!

    Janette :-)


    elainebr

  8. brandylee82

    I was visiting Austin's memorial site at the cemetery today and a dragonfly landed on some of his flowers; it made me think of you and your Daniel. I will be thinking of you on Tuesday. May God give you strength!


    brandylee82

  9. Michelle2

    I am soooo excited for you and baby /Can't wait to see her!!
    Coming from a gal that has done this the third time around ... It is so worth every moment..Lots of love (LOL)
    The restless night will not be so bad once your daughter is alittle older as you know... I'll keep checking up to see if you had her and all the details etc...
    Lots of hugs,
    Michelle


    Michelle2

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