Well...I haven't been on here for awhile. Was so DEPRESSING when my little Sister decided to NOT come back on here ( Kmama ) I really MISS getting Hugs & messages from all of my "Friends" on here. I told someone about this Web.site ...so decided to start spending time on here again...as much as I can. I see tho that when you stop "Posting"...there are NO more "Hugs" -or- "Messages"...& also see that the "Friends" I had decided / thought I guess...that I didn't want to be their "Friend" anylonger so their just NOT on my "Friends" list anylonger. Hopefully tho...I will get some "New" Friends & ones that won't give-upon me. It is very, very HARD to talk to people ( whether it's On-line -or- not ) when the DEPRESSION gets to be so BAD, the physical PAIN is totally exhausting you, about ALL you can do is to "try" & crawl out of bed. My Dr. says that I am NOT to work PERIOD, am NOT to lift over 15-20 lbs, am NOT to lift across-or- over things & could get on "Total-Disability" within 30 days...BUT I have NO other choice but to keep working 5 nites a week ( 9pm-6am ) because of the "Thousands" of $$$ in Unpaid Medical Bill(s) etc I have ( when the Tests etc are too HIGH...then my Insurance just does NOT pay for them. The Antibiotics for the Phnemonia was $71.95 for ONLY 10 Pills & they would NOT pay for ANY of it ) I have been having to call in SICK 1-2 days a week lately tho so "Probably" won't have to worry about having a job much longer. If I can't pay Rent, Utilities etc tho...won't beable to stay at my Daughter's. BUT...as long as I can put my things in Storage, find a Foster Care Home for my 3 Cats...I have a Ford Explorer I can put curtains in, a mattress in the back. I am a "Survivor" & always have been.
I love you. I hope you feel better and find a way to get moved.
Kmama
Well...I haven't been on here for awhile. Was so DEPRESSING when my little Sister decided to NOT come back on here ( Kmama ) I really MISS getting Hugs & messages from all of my "Friends" on here. I told someone about this Web.site ...so decided to start spending time on here again...as much as I can. I see tho that when you stop "Posting"...there are NO more "Hugs" -or- "Messages"...& also see that the "Friends" I had decided / thought I guess...that I didn't want to be their "Friend" anylonger so their just NOT on my "Friends" list anylonger. Hopefully tho...I will get some "New" Friends & ones that won't give-upon me. It is very, very HARD to talk to people ( whether it's On-line -or- not ) when the DEPRESSION gets to be so BAD, the physical PAIN is totally exhausting you, about ALL you can do is to "try" & crawl out of bed. My Dr. says that I am NOT to work PERIOD, am NOT to lift over 15-20 lbs, am NOT to lift across-or- over things & could get on "Total-Disability" within 30 days...BUT I have NO other choice but to keep working 5 nites a week ( 9pm-6am ) because of the "Thousands" of $$$ in Unpaid Medical Bill(s) etc I have ( when the Tests etc are too HIGH...then my Insurance just does NOT pay for them. The Antibiotics for the Phnemonia was $71.95 for ONLY 10 Pills & they would NOT pay for ANY of it ) I have been having to call in SICK 1-2 days a week lately tho so "Probably" won't have to worry about having a job much longer. If I can't pay Rent, Utilities etc tho...won't beable to stay at my Daughter's. BUT...as long as I can put my things in Storage, find a Foster Care Home for my 3 Cats...I have a Ford Explorer I can put curtains in, a mattress in the back. I am a "Survivor" & always have been.
fairyduster