Down again
June 13, 2009 10:02am
It's been such a hard week. I've been tired and sick with a low energy level. My body seems to hurt everywhere and I can't …
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climber333 
3:54pm, May 30, 2009
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About Me
climber333
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About Me
I am a 42 year old arborist (disabled for now). I am passionate about climbing, climate, reading, and well...most things. I am diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome, major depression, PTSD, ADD, and anxiety disorder. I've been self-injuring since I was 11.
I am a 42 year old arborist (disabled for now). I am passionate about climbing, climate, reading, and well...most things. I am diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome, major depression, PTSD, ADD, and anxiety disorder. I've been self-injuring since I was 11.
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Interests
Rock climbing, reading, writing, most anything outdoors.
Rock climbing, reading, writing, most anything outdoors.
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Adam Sandler
May 30, 2009 1:07pm
Oh somebody kill me pleaseSomebody kill me pleaseI'm on my knees, pretty pretty pleaseKill meI want to diePut a bullet in my head... …
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is this bottom yet?
April 3, 2009 8:49pm
I just had someone pull my right to visit the one person I care most about in this world (an 8 year old), because she thinks I am not stable enough …
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Is this worth it?
March 8, 2009 11:21am
Who am I kidding, I can't seem to get on my feet. Sure I'm a fighter,, but is this worth it? I had a life not that long …
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Ray of Sunshine
Hi, havent seen you around, hope you doing ok, xx
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Just to say I hope you're ok.
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Miss You
I Miss You and hope your doing well...Sending this Hug to let you know I think of you often and hope to hear from you soon....Take Care and Hugs Always...Jenn
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I've been wondering how you are so I'm sending this hug to you in the hope you'll read it soon. Take care.
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionHave been diagnosed with various forms and levels of depression since my mid-twenties. The doctors can't agree and most recently they think it may be due to ptsd.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- not helpful
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Starting back on prozac and waiting for it to start working.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Helped before I ran out of insurance and money.
- Trazodone Not Working
- never worked for me
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- never worked
- Writing Working / Worked
- It helps when I can manage it.
Close Self-Injury
I started cutting myself when I was 12 and I continued off and on till a year ago. I mainly cut on my shoulders, arms, and hands. I haven't cut myself in awhile, but I feel the desire starting to rise again.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- It helped.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Helps if you have someone who understands to listen.
Open Anxiety
Just diagnosed with anxiety disorder on top of everything (I guess the panic attacks gave me away). My coping skills must have fallen short finally.
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- worked for sleep,, but then I overdosed on it in order to keep sleeping.
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- Almost always helps.
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- Is working, but I'm feeling loopy during the day and having trouble concentrating. Anybody else?
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Works along with the breathing exercises.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Bi-polar mom and very abusive dad...adds up to ptsd for me. I think I manage it pretty well, though I suspect the depression, anxiety, and hyper-vigilance all link back to this one.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- worked while I could afford it.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Helps with the right therapist, but finding the right one is hell.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Helps if you have a safe person to talk with and know when to drop it.
Open Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
Diagnosed with everything under the sun. Everyone has a different solution: "eat just vegtables and fruit and 15 minutes on the rebounder every day", "get back to work and you'll feel better". God why can't someone just understand and care without judging.
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Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was abused and neglected as a child by both my parents. Physical, sexual, and emotional abuse.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
