Journal

Grannie

I wanted to thank you so much for your kind note, I am sorry it has taken so long to get back to you but I have been bed riden pretty much and this is my first time back online.

I really appreciate your kind note, it brought sunshine into a woman that needed it. I  went to an auction and bought a toyota this time istead of a volvo, and I just pray that I did the right thing. I prayed before I went in and asked God to guide me. And out of all of the cars that I saw, I never saw this one and my hand just went up so, I  know that it just had to be a God thing, the way it all worked out and all. And it is a 4 cylender, what ever that is, it just means I will get good gas milage. I just pray I did the right thing.  We will See.! ! !  LOL

I really did not want another small car, but it just turned out that way, I cannot get it until the title is cleared so that can be up to thirty days or so.

Well, sorry so long, I just wanted to ask you if you will say a prayer for me and my back that God will heal it and take away the pain. I would deeply appreciate it.

I pray you are doing well, and that God is blessing you everyday with all that you need and somethings you would like. I am a Grannie of 9 and a half, so I sure know what it is like, Hah, we have two birthdays for Grandkids this month. There goes any knittiing or anything else I would like to have.

God Bless You And Thank you for EVERything,

I think you are the greatest.

Lot Of Love = LOL

Kacey

Well, I found a new Doctor , he is a Brain and Spine Specialist, and he found that not only did they put the hardware in my back upside down, but the screws are melting into my back muscles and the fusion never took.

Seven years I have been in this kind of pain, and finally I have a doctor discover that it is not in my mind.  The other doctors made me feel like it was in my mind.

Now the scarey part, I am due for surgery in another two weeks, and I am really really scared.  This doctor was really empathetic and saw that I have been being shoved around. He did not want to advise me as to which way to go. He was not prosurgery or out to make a dollar. He was just doing his job. But he says that if everything goes right, I may loose 40 to 50 percent of my pain. God that alone sounds great. I am in so  much pain that the medicine that they do not even work.

Now, I am relieved to find out that it is not in my mind. All this time I thought that it was in my mind, that is what the doctor's had me to believe. I felt like I was just hurting and that it was in my mind.

This doctor did a mylogram and found a mess as he put it. He said that the fusion never once took. I am scared of the operation, but I am more scared of staying on their medicine the rest of my life. I know that I am doing damage to myself and body. So,  I will jump through hoops just at a sign of relief.

Well, Sorry I have not been on here, it is hard to stay sitting upwards that long, I miss all of you guys, and I pray you are all well.

Lots of Love,

Kacey

Well, I wish that I could say that everything is well, and going good. But that would be a lie. My kids are fighting over one of my cars, and it is like they are picking over my dead bones.

I hope you all enjoy the avatar that is my grandson, saluting the USA. Just like the last one was my grand daughter doing the same thing.

Well, I do not feel very good so I am going to get in the bed and rest for a while.

I love you all.

Kacey