miahugsandprayers's Journal

Praise God-The heating is done at long last,the house is just getting warmed up now so am leaving the heating on for tonight and staying at my daughters,will be back tomorrow.Then I can finally get myself settled,al my clothes are at my daughters house as I have ben doing all the ironing there from when I moved I can now get them all in the wardrobe.

Its been a streesfull day today you know sometimes peaple are so strang,the ones you think you can trust are sametimes the worse.I as someone to do some jobs in the house for the landlord and he gave me a price,it was all settaled and then today he rang me and said that he was coming today,thats fine I said then he has no petrol money for the car so I sent him 20pounds from my own money to come.Then my other friend rang to say that the guy was upset with me because I would not pay him all the money for the job today before he had done it,and he said that he understood and why don,t I trust him.I returned the call and said its not my monmey that is paying him its the landlords and noone gets paid for work untill its done.I should not have trusted either of them but thought I would give them a chance,they are both on methodone and are recovering addicts so instead of most I gave them the oppurtunity to earn some money and let them know that peaple do trust them.How wrong was I,lessons have to be learned the hard way sometimes.Anyway I have put that behind me as I don,t want to be aprt of bad feelings,and bad minded peaple.I just feel like Iam being told to step up the ladder and leave all the peaple that I don,t need in my life to let them go.I have been reading Exodus in the Bible and God has shown me that sometimes you have to go into a place you don,t know and trust God for a better life.