miahugsandprayers's Journal

Well its sunday again,today I am cooking dinner for my family 2 daughters 1 son-in-law 3 children.Not to bad,got the roast in already and hope it all runs smoothly.Yesterday was a heartbreaking day for me,I had to take my Ash to London to a freind as he is so big now that I just can,t handle him well.He is 4 and a half stone now and still has a way to go,he pulled me over last week and I ended up on the floor well in the mud lol in the fields.I really did not want to let him go but for bothe our seakes its for the best.I miss him so much already,I cryed when I left him,but he will be looked after well and he knows the person as daddy so its not like its srangers.He will be coming down the end of the month so not long before I see him again.As you can see the person who has him is a man and has been a close freind for over 30 years.

I have no heating in the house as the gas radiators are not working so the landlord is coming today to fix them.Other than that things are ok pain is bad but then whats new and I am still on soup can,t eat proply just yet,so I will have to see everyone eating lunch today and I can,t have any.No really it do,s not bother me,thats why I could fast so well as food being eaten around me don,t worry me.

 Now that ash has gone I can tackle the garden better and do more planting,he would dig up everything lol.Well better go and see to the beef,its got 2 hours in the oven yet so I am going to relax while I can.

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