miahugsandprayers's Journal

Friday night I had to take my grandaughter to AE,she suffers with migrain and had one for over a week.The doctor gave here co.cod but it made her sick and she was in so much pain even her back was hurting.So off we went to AE at 9 in the evening,we waited and waited and waited untill she got seen to at 2.30.All through the night there where young boys coming in with gun wounds and knife wounds my what is the world coming to.Anyway she got seen and was given an injection for the pain and a scrip for a new drug for migrain so it was worth the wait in the end.Then we had to get the night bus home which took forever,as I had no money on me for a taxi.By the time I got back home had a cup of tea it was almost 5 o,clock.I went to bed for a couple of hours and then had to be ready to go out by 11.My daughter was coming from ashford and was staying at my other daughters so they picked me up and spent the day there with the kids and family.

I was determined that tiday I was going to make the effort to go to church,but here I am sitting here writing this and really have no desire to go anyway.

 This is the longest that I have not been to church,and I don,t miss it at all,which is now worring me as before it would have killed me spiritually not to have gone,now I just don,t care and although I am still ok with the Lord and get as much from good old Joyce Meyers I feel like I am backsliding.

 Nothing has changed ,but I surpose its the old pentecostal teaching if you are not there you are a backslider.No I don,t feel any conviction for not going,but feel like I should be going as its been a thing that I have always done.What do I do?

Well today I am going to just relax a bit,try and do a bit of the garden,my daughter brought me a lovely Wisteria and I need to get in planted the only thing is I have to dig a hole for it(help) lol.Tomorrow is W.W. DAY hope the scales show that I have lost again this week,only have 4 pounds to go yippee.Will keep you posted.