starfish

Close Bipolar Disorder

My father had bipolar disorder, and for years I did not think he really had it. Then my oldest son committed suicide last year, and I found out that agitation and irritability can be part of the manic phase, and the pieces of the puzzle all came together. Unfortunately, it is too late for my son. But now I am so depressed and out of resouces, I don't really care anymore.

Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Child

This is so nice to be able to have online support groups. I am becoming more and more withdrawn, and it is getting difficult to get around - financially and physically as well as emotionally. Anyway, as far as bereavement goes, I am attracted to this group mainly because of the loss of my oldest son last year. But I have many other losses in my life as well, and when they are painful, they never quite go away. After a lifetime of adding up pain and loss, it gets overwhelming to deal with.

Treatments

Crying Working / Worked

I used to get called a "cry baby" when I was a child, which I was. So I guess crying is natural for me. I think it is the best form of therapy.

Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful

Therapy helps, but like finding a good mechanic, if you find one you like, keep them! But they aren't there at 1 or 2 AM when it really hurts.

Ice Pack Working / Worked

My dad told me once that ice cream is the best antidepressant. I have to agree with that, especially if it has chocolate in it. But crying has no calories.