Sisterhood's Journal

Tomorrow I go for Mammogram...and thyroid scan...I have no fear from either test...what will be will be... Today I talked with the nurse she tells me my biopsy in all likely hood will not be seen for a few days.. I do hate the wait...I have no fear really ....because IF they should find anything ....it will not be there when they check into it further...this I know...it is NOT denial...there will be nothing there....If there IS...I will be shocked and surprised....and then Dr. and I will take what ever next step the higher Power has in mind for me...I just do not believe there is anything to fear...---- I have now met that magical age when I have to pay someone to see me without clothes....IF I had known I was gonna' live this long I wouldn't have gotten this FAT!!!....

My exercise program goes well. It is one of God's jokes that as I lose inches from the exercise----I am actually gaining weight. I have a strict rule against stepping onto a scales that is not in a Dr. office...I should stick to that rule!.... I only get down hearted when I see ;even though my clothing begins to hang off me like sacking. The scales points east when it should point west!!!....No! It won't work to simply turn the scales around!

 I am amazed that a weeks worth of steady exercise will bring this much change in my actual size even while I actually gain in weight....Yes! I know....Muscle weighs more than fat....it has more density....but FAT FLOATS...and I will probably always be safe from drowning!