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alvin1954 
8:30am Tuesday
Good Morning to all,To day iam feeling nummmmm I have a appointment on the 17 but
things are getting a shakee
my hands are spasing so ia making allot of mistakes on here but waht the hell.
we have a bad flue down here h1n1 it is a killer my doughter cought it but se seems to
be ok now the worse was over.But this thing can hit you 3 times just when you think you are done you get hit with the second wave ,Thats how this works.we have had 1death all ready out of a pouplation of 10 thousand that is not good why am i babblinb on here thay is not helping me knowing that my doughter got it with that and every day now thing sucide at least 7times a day I pray I try to do things to let the thoughts in my head to to away and it is not that easy I just hope that I can fine out why this happening to me it is quit the trip I will tell you so with that bit of usless conversation I hope everyone has a gread day By the way I thank anyond who takes time to read this Have a Great day
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Terry had a couple of bad days myself this week, the need to talk about how I was feeling was very strong, but then my mind says..why? nobody understands except another bipolar person and then felt why say anything to them as there is nothing they can do and round and round it went in my head. So hang in Terry and don't let those thoughts of suicide win as you know they will pass. We just need to keep on trucking.
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