Journal Entry for November 15, 2009
Good Morning to all I have read all the journals and
allot of us feel the same strang isn,t it Myself i feel numb sucidal yes all the good things …
was a mill worker was married i like fishing hunting boating hiking taking wildlife pictures good food like to cook but all of this is hard to come by now
was a mill worker was married i like fishing hunting boating hiking taking wildlife pictures good food like to cook but all of this is hard to come by now
i like camping fishing like boating hiking taking walks taking picutres love to cook like watching movies listening to music blues soft rock calssic rock and roll rap pretty well all music hunting motocross
i like camping fishing like boating hiking taking walks taking picutres love to cook like watching movies
Good Morning to all I have read all the journals and
allot of us feel the same strang isn,t it Myself i feel numb sucidal yes all the good things …
Good Morning to all,To day iam feeling nummmmm I have a appointment on the 17 but
things are getting a shakee
my hands are spasing so ia making …
I got up a 3am could not go back to bed I,am suposed to go hunting with m son He did not call last night I made sanwiches and stuff to .go on the …
Hey Terry, Just read ur journal entry from yesterday, its okay to vent, u need to get it out. I worry all the time about the side effects of meds, I took lithium a couple days, couldn't stand the side effects, then read up on how u can get permanent damage to ur kidneys, and get diabetes too from taking it. I just started invega, not sure what the adverse reactions are, maybe I shouldn't look, cause I'm feelin' better right now. I hope things get better for u soon. I can understand u being depressed. hugs,tedi
Good day had a rough nite with the new puppy, he was restless.
Thanks Terry, you have a good weekend too. I hope your feeling better now.
Talk to you soon.
Terry, Hoping ur doing ok. Drop me a line. I'm finally finished school. Not gonna look for a job till after the holidays. How r u doing? hugs,tedi
Terry, I was wondering if it's hunting season up there yet, I know how u like to hunt, might help ur mood. Just a thought. I know when ur feeling bad u don't feel like doing anything though. I will keep u in my prayers. Hope ur having a better day. hugs,tedi
this came full blown about 3to4 years ago in the process I lost 2 years of my life no memory lost my wife i went from 90,00.00 to 22,oo.00 a year just doing simple things become inpossiabel ,Went througrh bankrupsy dodn,t rrember my life is not what i thought it would be like at this time in my life I keep saying when is going to stop how I have made this far,got me but i keep on fighting but i donot know why I guss iam just the same as allot of people are maby not as worse i donot know .
my tree lower disks are shot i hurt in a acdient but they igot ddd iam bipolar
had 9 years of being sober was black out drunk went through 2marriages,trouble whith the law i loved my booze it came first never thiught i was a problem was in3 treatment centers Maple ridge St rose dulac health and science center there is to much to explain here that is just a quick rundown Iam bipolar recovering alcolic