messy
May 27, 2009 10:15am
I dont know why i am so worried. i am though. i hate it. i hate that i care so much. i hate that i let people get to me. i hate that i worry all the …
Goal Completed on Feb 25, 08
lostone84
10:38pm, August 25, 2009
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About Me
lostone84
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About Me
It doesn't matter when you are always ignored.
It doesn't matter when you are always ignored.
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Interests
my cat, painting, scrapbooking, crochet, knitting, and many other crafty things I have learned in recoveries.
my cat, painting, scrapbooking, crochet, knitting, and many other crafty things I have learned in recoveries.
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Journal
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update
May 13, 2009 3:09pm
I have found a new therapist and have gone to once session. I think it will help me with a lot of my issues. I also went to the psychiatrist and …
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ok here it is.... everything
May 6, 2009 9:24pm
I don't journal on here much anymore at all really but I need to get it all out. First is work. I am a basketcase mainly because on monday (when …
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Hugbook
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Hope you are having a good day today. Just remember that the sun shines toward the who universe and most people miss the best things in life. So being ignored might mean you are actually on the right track. The amount of attention we receive is no measure of our own value. I feel for you cause I am in the same boat much of the time. I just decided I am going to be happy regardless. I hope you find the same!
Go For It
Good Luck Hun!
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Best of luck. Remain determined in your decisions. You know what is right. You know these steps will be strange, difficult, and scary.....but so absolutely beneficial to your future, your health, and your self-respect. You have my support. [big hugs]
Funny Face
Hope you are doing better.
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I’m With You
Well listen the only thing I can do is tell you the right thing to do and support you but, I can't force you to do anything it's beyond my reach it's ur life you're emotions that are being manipulated. So it's all up to until you decide to do what's right I can't help you. But when you decide to do the right thing you got my support 110% okay?
Peace
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have been through a lot and its a very long story. basically this is one of many things i have been diagnosed with or recovering from. most all of this began when i was raped at age 18. I became depressed, began self injury,used drugs, and had anorexia which i am in recovery for. Another things that affects my depression is that i have GAD and i have been really trying to calm myself down but so far to no avail. As i write this, I wonder if this is the group for me.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- i thought this was most useful
- Meditation Too Soon to Tell
- i try to do this but i have a hard time with it
- Prozac Working / Worked
- at times worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- still going on and off
Close Self-Injury
i have been cutting for a long time. I do not do it as often anymore but I still do it on occasion. (look at my journal for more info since I cannot fit it all here)
Treatments
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- i was the only cutter there so it was not very effective
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- this worked for a while
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- i still go once a week
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- when i remember it, it works
Open Rape
my ex boyfriend raped me and I have yet to actually recover emotionally. I still haven't faced it.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- tried but i wasn't ready to get really into it
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaMy story is also in my journal. After a rape I fell into anorexia pretty badly. I have been in inpatient and I am currently in recovery after a relapse.
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Working / Worked
- i went a lot and still do.
- Group Therapy Not Working
- did not work because i was the only ed person there
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- helped me to readjust after inpatient
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- i dont know if this helped with the eating disorder
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- still in it and is why i havent relapsed more
- Residential Treatment Center Working / Worked
- hated it at the time but it did save my life
Open Anxiety
I have had anxiety since I can remember. It was only a few years ago that I found it was more than most. I have GAD and PTSD. I still need help getting past this.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- i have a hard time doing this regularly
- BuSpar Somewhat Helpful
- i do not know if this helped much to be honest (one of a several meds im on)
- Meditation Working / Worked
- if i stick with it, it does work
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- I have a very hard time keeping this up
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I was raped by an ex boyfriend and I am still suffering from PTSD.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- if i keep up with it
- Guided Imagery Not Working
- i wish it would have worked though
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- i like this. talking helps for a time.
- Rape Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Working / Worked
- always good
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- for a time i was on this. I did not like it much.
Open Alcoholism
I have recently started getting help for an alcohol problem that I have had for a long time.
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- Cold Turkey Working / Worked
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