heathcliff77's Journal

hey all

well its been a long time since i wrote or have been on this site.  but i have been having a really hard time that put me under for a while..... well in april i lost my job and then moved to a new place.  i been trying to find a job but i am still getting the same response even the jobs have said it diffrently but i know it means the same "YOUR OVER QUALIFIED"....i hit an all time low that i really didnt want to talk to anyone i was so sad that i couldnt stop thinking about all the bad things that my dad said to me and started thinking " maybe he is right"  also i started to think  that maybe god is punnishing me, but for what ????? trying to pay the bills is verry rough that i cant sleep and i have to cry me to sleep and then when i get to sleep i only sleep for 3-4 hours or maybe less where i wake up and stress myself on how my wife and i are going to pay our bills because her work cut her hours to 1 to 2 days a week ...... well i gotta go and cry myself to sleep and try to sleep..... say some prayers for me and ill try to come on tomorrow 

heath joslin