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  • About Me

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    Missindepenent

    Female, 18
    Amesbury, MA, USA
    Member since February 12, 2008

    • About Me

      Iam 16 and go to a private school called Solstice. I also have a major drug problem. i take alot during one day. i have overdosed 15 times and been in rehab 8 times but it never works other than that im a normal teenager. i own horses and give lessons. i like to ride western as well as teaching it.

      Iam 16 and go to a private school called Solstice. I also have a major drug problem. i take alot during one day. i have overdosed 15 times and been in rehab 8 times but it never works other than that im a normal teenager. i own horses and give lessons. i like to ride western as well as teaching it.

    • Interests

      horse riding, extream surfing, lacross, soccer, football and pretty much all sports

      horse riding, extream surfing, lacross, soccer, football and pretty much all sports

  • Recent Activity

    Recently:

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  • Journal

    • Journal Entry for November 20, 2009

      Mood November 20, 2009 5:56pm

      I just cut last night and tonight and I feel soooooooo much better! I know that cutting is a bad thing but how can something that feels so good be …
    • Journal Entry for November 6, 2009

      Mood November 6, 2009 9:27am

      I WANNA CUT SOOOOOOO BAD
    • Journal Entry for November 5, 2009

      Mood November 5, 2009 3:49pm

      I just quit going to Solstice cause these two kids threatend me. remember what I said happened on Monday? Well the girl I was with that day said that …
    • back home

      Mood October 29, 2009 1:12pm

      I was hospitalized for cutting andI just got home thank god although I have to wear a bandage i guess its no biggie atleast im home. im gonna take a …

    • Relapse

      Mood September 26, 2009 10:08pm

      A few days ago I was really upset.... and for the first time in a while i cut my arm I know it was a few dys ago but I feel terrible about it I have …

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  • Goals

    Progress

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    Goal End Date is Jan 1, 10 41 more days.

    Progress

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    Goal End Date is Sep 2, 09 81 days ago.
    Goal Completed on Oct 24, 08
    Goal Completed on Oct 24, 08
    Goal Completed on Oct 24, 08
  • Support Groups

    • Close Depression - Teen

      I just got released from an IRTP in Boston where I was for Suicidal and safety problems. I've spent most of my life in and out of hospitals. I've been to Westwood lodge where I lost two friends, Grant and Monique. Grant hung himself and I was the one who found him and cut him down from the rope he used. Monique died oa brain tumor that was discovered after she died. The next 4months were hard as I had lost two of my best friends. Alots happened to me in my life and I just want to move forward.

      Treatments

      Art Not Working
      I was doing painting
      Music Working / Worked
      I listen to country and it makes me feel better.
      Paxil Somewhat Helpful
      It doesn't help much.
      Pets Working / Worked
      I see a dog that comes around my new program
      Prozac Working / Worked
      it really helps
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      I go to a counsler every other day
      Trazodone Working / Worked
      It really helps me out.
      Writing Working / Worked
      Writing in my journal lets me vent out my emotions ut doesn't always work.
      Zoloft Working / Worked
      Its okay I guess.
    • Close Bipolar Disorder

      Treatments

      Abilify Somewhat Helpful
      It was okay
      Depakote Not Working
      its worhtless
      Geodon Not Working
      It made me aggresive
      Haldol Working / Worked
      It knocked me out
      Lamictal Working / Worked
      It is working very well for me and I had no side effects
      Risperdal Not Working
      It didn't work and it made me fat
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      Im on the highest dose and it works very very well for me
      Topamax Not Working
      it didn't do anything it was a waste of money
      Wellbutrin Working / Worked
      Its working out very well for me
      Zyprexa Working / Worked
      I took it a long time ago and i think it worked but im not sure
    • Open Self-Injury

      I used to cut and i wanna start again so I have joined this group for support and hopefully find someone who is as messed up as I am

      Treatments

      Outpatient Treatment Program Not Working
      Out patient treatment programs dont do crap in patient programs work alot better although they arent particularly fun and enjoyable.
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      It worked for a while
      Rubber Bands Working / Worked
      this method has and does help me everyday I even have a purple rubberband that matches my clothing
      Squeezing Ice Not Working
      the relief didnt last because the ice is constantly melting and ice cubes to grow on trees you know.
      Talking Not Working
      Talking doesnt do anything except waste time.
      Tattoos Not Working
      I had a horse tatoo done thinking the pain of it would make me feel really really great but it only lasted an hour while it was beeing done.
    • Open Stress Management

      To find other healthy ways to relieve my stress.

      Treatments

      Music Working / Worked
      I like classical music casue its very calming
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      Its always worked for me and I've been taking it for a long time.
    • Open ADHD / ADD

      To talk to another person that I can relate to about my ADHD

      Treatments

      Adderall Working / Worked
      I took it a long time ago so im not sure if it did or didn't work
      Ritalin Not Working
      It made me way too happy
      Wellbutrin Working / Worked
      It works well for many of my mental ilnesses
    • Open Anger Management

      To learn other ways to controll my anger so I can live a somewhat normal life.

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