Journal Entry for August 8, 2009
Well, I know it's been a while since i last wrote in here but I have been busy, the money came through from my grant that I wrote a few weeks ago …
Hi, I'm Chrissie I'm from lil ol' NZL. I been SI'ing for 10 years on and off. I lost my father to asthma 23rd september 2003. I'm a recovered Bulimic and I have Borderline Personality Disorder... I am quite lucky compaired to some people but I don't feel lucky...
Hi, I'm Chrissie I'm from lil ol' NZL. I been SI'ing for 10 years on and off. I lost my father to asthma 23rd september 2003. I'm a recovered Bulimic and I have Borderline Personality Disorder... I am quite lucky compaired to some people but I don't feel lucky...
Tattoos and piercings... when I have the money, making jewellery, internet surfing and chatting, shopping.
Tattoos and piercings... when I have the money, making jewellery, internet surfing and chatting, shopping.
Well, I know it's been a while since i last wrote in here but I have been busy, the money came through from my grant that I wrote a few weeks ago …
I wish all these visions and thoughts would just f*** right off, I'm sick of fighting them, I'm sick of cutting (which I haven't …
I don't know what the fuck to do. I'm in a real downer and I'm getting like super obsessed with cuttin, my visions r getting really …
Haven't written in here for a while, not doing the best emotionally, I just feel like I'm slipping back into old habits, SI habits, picking n …
you can do it! -hugs- im routing for ya
hi there you are doing great. Its hard but you can do it. I am in Thames so we are a long way away from each other. I think we are the only kiwis in that group. Take care Deb
LOLOL! i love the time zone post! i have thought about that tons of times!!! its hard enough to figure out my time zone against the other side of the states, much less our friends in europe...then there are friends WWWWAAAAAYYYY around the world. like you....LOL. it hurts all of our brains, huh? i think its exciting to "know" people from all over. australia and new zealand has always sounded so exciting and exotic to me!
im ok, having ups and down...... your doing great :) keep it up your self ;)
ANGEL- DAY 1 FOR ME AGAIN TOO- HANG ON- WE CAN DO IT!! KEEP IN TOUCH OK?
Started cutting when I was 16, at first I did it to get attention once a week then it quickly spiralled out of control and I was doing it up to 30 times a day. Went to counselling and stopped eventually for 2 and a 1/2 years but then started up again 3 years ago and stopped cutting again jan 07 until feb 08 when everything got on top of me. So the only support I have is my friends and my wonderful Psychologist Charlotte.
I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder when I was 18, but was never actually told until I was 22... and I'm a Self Harmer in recovery
Started self harming when I was 16 but didn't develop depression til I was 17
I am a ex bulimic and here to give support to those ppl who want to quit. I started when I was 13 and quit when I was 23.
Hey, I was dx with PCOS June 2008 finally I got a answer after 12 years!!!
Hi, I have finally come to terms with the fact I like both guys and girls. I have been trying to ignore the fact for years but here I am... I've come out...
I have had eczema since I was born, and have struggled with it ever since. I got atopic dermatitis when I was 21 and had to give up one of my jobs coz of it
My dad died of a fatal asthma attack in September 2003
I'm giving up smoking my father died from asthma on the 23rd September 2003 and he smoked, even thou I don't have asthma I don't wanna die young like my dad... he was 48
OK, just been diagnosed with Poly Cystic Ovary Syndrome and my specialist told me I have to lose weight (and I already knew that!!!) I'm a ex bulimic and don't want to go back there!
I have a major fear of any insect, weither it be spiders, weta's, cocroaches. I had a major panic attack wen my stepdad bottled a cocroach and kicked the jar in my room. Horrible experience... haven't liked him ever since. I don't know what that phobia is called
Ok where do I start. I've been overweight my whole life, I was born a healthy 7lb 2oz and when I was 13 tried my luck at Bulimia... noone knew, until I was caught by a teacher when I was in high school at 16 who told me to go to the school guidance counsellor, I eventually stopped at 18 and gained 40lb's, so went back to it for a couple years stopped again and now I've been clean for 5 years except for the odd slip up.
Even though I'm only doing one paper I tend to leave my assiggnments to the last minute and stress out over them and self harm... normally, i'm trying my hardest not to do it again.
My mother was never there for me when I was growing up emotionally.
Went to my doctor and she told me I have them, I get severly constipated as well
Got anxiety after my dad passed away, I didn't know what the hell that horrible feeling was until last year. IT SUX!!!