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aaauuugh 
11:38am, April 29, 2009
i'm in so much pain i wish some of you would respond. i know i dont talk deep/analytical like alot of you but i'm really discouraged. i was supposed 2 go 2 holistic center but cancelled 'cause i cant walk to the car today. the summer blew by like this and i'm trying 2 stay sane thinking of winter. even a paintbrush or sewing needle hurts.
on days when i dont hurt i try to do crazy/dramatic things out in the world 'cause i know another pain week is ahead. i just hope i hear from some of you that i've emailed in the past. isnt that what journal entries are for? peace out. lorraine
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Honey .... God ... I wish there was something I could do to help you. I feel so god damned cheesy helpless.
I HATE TO SEE YOU IN PAIN.
I hope you get my emails. Whenever I see that you have emailed me IT IS THE FIRST MESSAGE I OPEN. That is the God's honest truth.
I always am excited to get a message from you. SO THERE!! lol
I wish I could wipe your discouragement away. I know how desperate that feels. I am readying happy little shit books like "The Secret" and "A New Earth." I dunno ... makes me feel good. For what it's worth.
I care about you ..... xxx
Tamara999
sorry been off for a while! hope you are doing better and having a relaxing weekend!! sorry I'm here for you!
crazyfibro
Wrapping you in a extremely soft and fluffy healing blanket and sending you healing energy.
BasketMoon
I am so sorry you have been in such pain! I know exactly how you feel and sometimes this monster fibro makes us feel in a dark hole and no one can understand. We all understand and I will be here for you. I pray that you get any peace from this pain even if for a while. Take care of yourself. Know that someone from Texas cares.
CathyBlessedGranny
Oh sweetie!!! I am always here for you. If you need to talk, I can give you my yahoo addy and messenger id. I know how much it helps to talk to another chronic painer. Sending lots of love and hugs, Annie
AnnieMetalGirl
i'm sorry i missed this journal entry when you wrote it. livingit up when you can sounds like a good thing though.
Neirfane