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I still have not recieved spousal support from my soon to be x. He stopped paying support in September and owed me like $1500.00 already. I am struggling financially. My lawyer e-mailed me the motion for a pendente lite motion, which is temporary support until the divorce is final. this is quite costly as is everything when you have an attorney. So right now I am really trying to trust God in this whole process but it's really hard. I listened to to Joel O this morning...he talked about how we have to praise God in everything and God's blessings will reign down on us. I couldn't go to church cuz of the storm here in Jersey...don't want to slip on my crutches with the ice and all. So I have just started this book called "The Shack", my girlfriend Sally came over yesterday and surprised me with it - she said it's really, really good. So that's what I have up for today. Life is hard and I want things to change and get better. I pray for patience because with all the stuff for this divorce it seems like it's taking forever. Anyway for today "Be still and Know I am God" that's what I need to work on. Peace, Carol
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Just got home from Rehab and am recovering from another revision from a hip replacement...just had a revision in june and the cup loosened. I am still in pain and now my leg is 2 inches longer. The surgery was 4 hours long and the surgeon said he had to rebuild my hip because the pelvic bone was so worn away. I am on oxy, vicodin, and muscle relaxers for the pain and the foot drop is still there and drives me crazy. The neurontin just doesn't seem to help. I'm tired of the drugs and wish I was off of all of them. Realistically, I would need a miracle for that to happen. I'm just tired and wish and hope and pray my body will get better. If you read this, say a pray for my healing. I just hurt and I want to be better. I find that this life for me is just hard...this was my 16th surgery and I just want to feel good and get out of this wheelchair. I want my life back. This disease has taken enough of me. Well need to go clean the kithcen. Be happy and be well. Peace, Carol
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The Disease may have taken alot away from you already, but one thing i can see that it has not taken away from you is your heart and soul.....Lots of hugs" and well wishes from me"
just in a lot of physical pain today. my shoulders are and upper back hurt...i've been walking more and it could be becausse of the weight on my crutches. i'm sick of physical pain and hurting i don't want it anymore...my whole life has been like this. no more pain please Lord just take it all the physical and the emotional. i just don't understand why it's like this. help me to just be grateful for what i do have...that is my prayer. please say a pray for me prayer warriors. thanks. blessings and peace. carol (ooooohugoooooo) hug for me i needed one.
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Ohh Carol, I do know how you feel. I ask God the same thing every day. Why can`t the pain lessen. I too suffer with physical pain and it doesn`t seem to get any better. I`ll hold your hand here and let you know your not alone with pain.
Hugs,
Rosanne
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thanks rosanne...you're so sweet and very kind. thank you. Blessings to you.
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Cafa