Journal Entry for July 15, 2009
July 15, 2009 4:20pm
I'm married to a serial cheater..I see many asking asking about how they felt post D-Day or 1 year ect. Most of my d-day with this Husband have …
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justtired08
1:20pm, September 16, 2009
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About Me
justtired08
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About Me
I am a recovering addict. Was in a car accident, OMG Sept 2 will be 12 years..WOW..anyways, I suffererd a head injury, fibormyalgia, depression, seizures..and had a rough go for many years. I was the type before the accident to not take a tylenol for a head ache..if I seen someone smoke a joint like my SO, I would rip them a whole new Ahole. If I found it in my house..I flushed it..regardless of whos it was. My pain specialist was thrown out of the country for creating drug addicts..NOPE, then throwing him out made people who had it monitored ajusted, (he was the last line of hope for pain and congitive problems for Dr and patients, he didn't just see anyone) He is seeked out all over, the Ontario Govt dropped the ball telling him to go, The are not like the Americans where pain is real. This ended up causing many little old men an women, people who are like me, become the sneeky looking for a drug dealer drug addicts. We were losing family drs too and mine committed suicide because turns out he was an addict too. I was only married 2 months when I had my accident, the 14 year old girl that was our sitter, helped me out a lot because I was unable to move, 1 year later, her and my H hooked up, I left because of his cheating, they were together for about 6 years ( until she turned 19 then she was to old for my in his 40s xh) I met my Now H a year later.. Been together since 1999, Married July2 2000. Ive been cheated on many times, as I say more times then the IRS..lol. Because of there being no dr.s, pain and had accepted that I wanted a life or quality not quantity I found a drug that helped me deal with everything. I was no longer having seizures, wasn't paranoid all the time, Like in the phyco ward many times...The pain was under control, but it got out of control..I was losing everything because of it..I had to stop Ive been to treatment for addiction and for Co-dependency..Ive had years of recovery, had some slips got back up again.
I am a recovering addict. Was in a car accident, OMG Sept 2 will be 12 years..WOW..anyways, I suffererd a head injury, fibormyalgia, depression, seizures..and had a rough go for many years. I was the type before the accident to not take a tylenol for a head ache..if I seen someone smoke a joint like my SO, I would rip them a whole new Ahole. If I found it in my house..I flushed it..regardless of whos it was. My pain specialist was thrown out of the country for creating drug addicts..NOPE, then throwing
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Interests
Hockey!! Im a Ottawa Senators fan, and yes, I can keep up with the best of the men!! lol
Hockey!! Im a Ottawa Senators fan, and yes, I can keep up with the best of the men!! lol
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Some threads can't help but remember when
July 5, 2009 8:08pm
I'm not sure why Ihave forgotten somethings, I just have. I go into the threads and will read something that will remind me of …
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Journal Entry for June 24, 2009
June 24, 2009 10:28am
Took Dawn and Cota to a phy appt. I was able to help her finally have the dr listen toher after years of needing help.. We did talk …
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Letter to Paul
March 30, 2009 2:37pm
March 29th 2009
PAUL,
I'M NOT SURE IF I AM GOING TO GIVE THIS TO YOU OR NOT. I KNOW YOU ARE STARTING TO WONDER IF THINGS WITH ME ARE …
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Been a while since we chatted and want to send you some love. Pray things are developing in your life. Hugs. -E
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Thank you for your words. This week has been a hell of a rollercoaster ride. I couldn't bring myself to post anything. This really sucks!!
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Thanks
For the add, for your time, for being honest and true to yourself! Hugs.
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Thanks again for being super, for being you! I'm so glad to have met your acquaintance. I really am!!!
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Superhero Status
Thanks Justtired for your posts. I have come to recognize how very helpful you are. I loved your response to a post regarding the military wife, and your 180 reply. Thanks so much for being you!
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Support Groups
Close Infidelity
Ive been cheated on more times then the IRS..my husband had emotional then sex, and emotional affiar with his ex's. Ex wife an xgf. at one point sametime. Affair with xgf on and off for 3 years. maybe with his xwife too. The would pop in and out of our lives every few years..now I know why. He was with Hookers, internet, lies deception, put downs, HIStory. HURT and unable to trust him, learning to trust myself..trying to not think of him as dirty..Progress not Perfection.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Forgave for myself. To stay out of the mess in my head. Talking and recovery. Understanding that there are sicknesses, and they are being adressed.
Close Family & Friends of Bipolar
My husband is bi-polar only just finding out, and acceptance. Very hard, with all of it. But greatful that he can finally see.
Open Fibromyalgia
Diagnoses 10 years ago.
Open Codependency
Amazing how once you realize you are co-dependent, learn about it and work on "YOU" things slowing come into play.
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- \"Codependent No More\" Working / Worked
Open Depression
Suffer from Depression for years, and something can trigger another depression (ie:pregnant pre/post partum depression)
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Zoloft Working / Worked
Open Healthy Relationships
Married to an addict who is bi polar, and dealing with infidelity.
Open Bipolar Disorder
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