Journal Entry for November 16, 2008
November 16, 2008 7:58am
nope cuting all the time
ifihadwingz 
10:05pm, March 10, 2009
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About Me
ifihadwingz
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About Me
Hey everyone, I havnt been on here for a while, but here I am.For everyone hu doesnt know me (or forgotten me lol), I am 18, live in brisbane aussie, I study full time doing fitness. But I struggle with extreme manic depression, anorexia and self harm. I want this year to be my year of recovery. Iv been in my own recovery for anorexia since late february 09 after fainting and ending up in hospital. I'm finding so hard and really need some support, thats why I'm here.
Hey everyone, I havnt been on here for a while, but here I am.For everyone hu doesnt know me (or forgotten me lol), I am 18, live in brisbane aussie, I study full time doing fitness. But I struggle with extreme manic depression, anorexia and self harm. I want this year to be my year of recovery. Iv been in my own recovery for anorexia since late february 09 after fainting and ending up in hospital. I'm finding so hard and really need some support, thats why I'm here.
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Interests
My interests are really quite blurred at the moment. I know I love to write, help people and draw.
My interests are really quite blurred at the moment. I know I love to write, help people and draw.
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cuts...
November 16, 2008 5:54am
Hey again, its been forever since i last wrote in here. so heres a quick update...
Ok since I last wrote, iv been in hospital once mmore for an …
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skeletons- my story part 3
June 7, 2008 11:22am
It's like the bones come together from a pile on the floor to form a full skeleton. pieces of hidden memories coming together to form a story... …
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so not cutting....
June 7, 2008 10:53am
its been SO hard lately not to cut. its so weird... i just got fired from the easiest job around (washing dishes), found out i dont have a friend in …
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skeletons - part 2 My story
May 22, 2008 4:12am
Her life seems to just spiral out of control, and no matter how hard she tries to 'get better' it just seems to get worse. But underneath it …
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Good morning hope you have a great weekend!
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hey missy how u goin thought i would go thru my friends list n i found yours again
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stopping by to say hello how are you doing? add us on aim at beyondscars7 if you want to chat...hugs to you today xoxo
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sorry it has taken me so long to respond but i was in the psych center for the last 16 days...hope you are well
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heyyyyy!!!Omg....I was afraid something happend to you...it is ok just that you back. Lauren?hm what was her nickname on here? I am glad you okey, that you still alive...I really thought I will never see you again....I hope we will both be more online to talk.... *hugs* I am really happy that you okey :)
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
i have been self injuring for most my life. i hate it now, (yea i had to learn to) and now i have a tonne of scars. dont do it. its never worth it. and NEVER the answer.
Treatments
- Outpatient Treatment Program Not Working
- def not working... I think its making me worse.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- nup not working in the slightest
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- depends who its to
- Tattoos Considering
- i want a permanent butterfly to remind me i can be free :)
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- worked really well and straight away until after 3 months or something it had the oppisite effect.
- Zoloft Not Working
- didnt work fast enough or didnt work for me. i od on it
Close Panic Attacks
had panic attacks before. up to 4 a day. was kinda scary. id breathe fast, shake, and have to harm myself... or at least cry.
Open Eating Disorders
I have struggled with starving myself and binging, i find it hard to control most the time.
Open Depression
been depressed for 4 years now :(
Treatments
- Prozac Considering
- ha! i was prescribed it.. not gna take it i think
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- best yet
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- well yer.. only wen i come up with sumfn good
Open Teen Sexuality
ifihadwingz hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
Treatments
- Weight Watchers Somewhat Helpful
- i lost 10 kg on it. now i find it hard control my eating again.
