emtb9's Journal

Its been a little while since I've been on here, and well... depression sucks!  The holidays were extremely hectic for me, and a pain in the butt, and I'm glad christmas is over!  I've not been doing my best, though I've not completely blown it, but since I've not been on my best behavior, I was ashamed to log in here and write anything, and now I know if I'm going to make this work, I'm going to have to do that very thing.  I've not been good today at all, trying to get things ready for the new years party tomorrow night, so today has gone to the dogs.  I had a sandwich and chips for lunch, then just ate pizza bites for dinner, not at all the best choices I could have made.  *S*  I didn't want another years resolution to be lose weight, but thats what its going to be.  Ok, for all of those out there that stuck to their plans thru the hectic christmas rush, I'm so very proud of you, and admire your will power, and dedication, I thought I had it in me, but I didn't.   So, for those of us out there that are waiting until the 1st to start anew, and fresh, add me to your list... we can do this!