emtb9's Journal

Ok, I can't shake whatever it is I have.  I first thought I was getting better, then I get that much more sick.  Today was the first day I've been out of the house in almost a week.  I had to go to the store and get me some OJ.  I have a little more of an appetite today, living the last week on barely enough to feed a person for 1 day.  My dr tells me that this is going around pretty bad, and usually takes 10-14 days to get over it.  I don't know if I can go that much longer, I'm miserable.

I am so dreading tomorrow.  My 29 year old cousins wake is tomorrow.  They still aren't sure what the cause of death is, they are waiting on the autopsy report to come back.  They think she may have drug induced past out, and hit her head on the tub, because according to the coroner, there is a huge knot and contusion to her head.  I hate this, it was only 2 months ago that we buried her mom.  My heart breaks for her 13 year old daughter.  I don't want to be around all those people and pass this to anyone else, but I don't want to miss seeing my cousin these last days either.  *S*

Ok, want to thank all you out there for the messages and the hugs these last couple of days.  I hope you all are doing well, and staying healthy!