Journal Entry for March 11, 2009
March 11, 2009 5:38pm
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Amathea
5:10pm, March 2, 2009
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About Me
Amathea
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About Me
I'm a nursing student and I love cats! My family has never been very supportive, unfortunately, they just don't understand that I have a problem, my sister is getting better at helping me though... I have a lovely boyfriend and he helps a lot! I think about ending my life too often but he is always a reason not to. :) I've found that I have bipolar very recently and am now trying to find tricks to help myself. I believe I'm in this world for something, try to respect everything and everyone. I really like to help so I kind of get frustrated when I can't :P
I'm a nursing student and I love cats! My family has never been very supportive, unfortunately, they just don't understand that I have a problem, my sister is getting better at helping me though... I have a lovely boyfriend and he helps a lot! I think about ending my life too often but he is always a reason not to. :) I've found that I have bipolar very recently and am now trying to find tricks to help myself. I believe I'm in this world for something, try to respect everything and everyone. I really
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Lol. TY. I am feeling better now that spring break has started, though not as good as I would like since I have a paper and an exam the monday I get back. grrrrrrr.
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Close Bipolar Disorder
I never thought I had a disease... I just thought I was stupid or so. At least that was what everyone seemed to think. I first thought I had a depression about 7 years ago, so I looked for information and realized that a depression should last longer. Recently I thought about looking again since something wasn't right. This time I found out information that matched my problem exactly and I had no other doubth. I have bipolar, and that's that...
Close College Stress
Like many others I have been sleeping very little and have a lot of work to do... But my bigest problem, even though I'm in a field were I'll shurely get a job, is my future. It brings me too much anxiety to try looking at my future, some times I feel like I have no future at all, like my grades are never good enough. I feel awfull about feeling like that, most of all, I feel so abnormal and stupid some times...
Treatments
- Sleep Somewhat Helpful
- Some times I just get too tired and have to take a nap. The problem with naps is that I always feel bad about havig a nap wile I should be studying :S
Open Healthy Eating
I've been trying to eat healthier for some time now... I don't feel like I have a very bad diet but I know there are some things I must change. It's not a big problem... Just anoying...
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Too Soon to Tell
- I'm making a big effort to make exercice now, maybe that discipline will not only help me to loose weight but also to find the strenght to eat better.
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
I don't feel like I'm really fat but I started to get worried about my weight some time ago... I can't stop gaining weight, little by little, for one side I just eat too much, I keep going to the fridge for no reason :P and then I do very little exercise... I'm really trying to change this, but, on the other hand, I'm really frightened I'll get anorexic or bulimic, so I kind of fight against myself because I want to loose weight and them am afraid of it...
Treatments
- Counting Calories Not Working
- I tried that but I couldn't keep it up, I just have so much to do and I can't remembrer thing easily so I kept it for less then a month and quit.
- Dancing Somewhat Helpful
- I used to dance "on my own" I liked doing it but people always commented and so I started trying to dance when I was compleetly alone, but I seldom are and then... no time for that any more...
- Eating Healthier Foods Too Soon to Tell
- I'm still trying. Because I have so little time I'm rarely able to make my own food so I have to eat what my mom makes, her food is not that unhealty, but still doesen't help, and when I have to meke my own food I go for something quick... of course that means it's rearely healthy... But I'm still trying.
- Eat Less Too Soon to Tell
- I've just started that so I have no idea... but I know that I just eat too much.
- Physical Exercise Too Soon to Tell
- I'm making a big effort to make exercice now, maybe that discipline will not only help me to loose weight but also to find the strenght to eat better.
Open Urinary Incontinence
I have night time urinary incontinence since... ever! I never really grew out of that :S I suppose it's a lot better than when I was a small child, but still happens between once a week to once every month... I really don't know what to do about it since every doctor always said everythig was alright... Due to this condition I drink very little water which worries me for all the kidney and general urinary problems I can get for that... I drink about a quarter of what an adult should...
Open Time Management
I have a serious problem about getting myself organized so I can manage my time the best way. I've tried several ways to get myself down to earth and do whatever has to be done, but I keep forgeting and leaving things behind.
