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About Me
Lonelylee
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About Me
Hey, I\\\'m Lee it\\\'s nice to meet you! Currently living in north Hertfordshire. Living if you can call it that has been bad during the last decade and my self loathing has hit a new high and I just can\\\'t seem to cope with this all on my own any longer, I don\\\'t want to feel this alone anymore. Looking for a lifeline so I have decided to be foolish and open up to complete strangers! I want to find some decent people as there is a serious lack of them in my life. I\\\'m a sarci cheeky monkey, i enjoy a good laugh infact i need a good laugh otherwise i die, i will admit im an addit to laughter and going cold turkey is not an option so i must live on as a laughter junkie...please dont judge. Been told I\\\'m a nice caring and funny guy, I don\\\'t believe these rumours but you will just have to make up your own mind about me. Feel free to ask about anything you want to know. Oh and i dont like to accept friends unless we have had a little chat first...i mean you dont go hugging random people on the street without introducing yourself first do you? Well maybe you do if you are weird...but i wont hold that against you!
Hey, I\\\'m Lee it\\\'s nice to meet you! Currently living in north Hertfordshire. Living if you can call it that has been bad during the last decade and my self loathing has hit a new high and I just can\\\'t seem to cope with this all on my own any longer, I don\\\'t want to feel this alone anymore. Looking for a lifeline so I have decided to be foolish and open up to complete strangers! I want to find some decent people as there is a serious lack of them in my life. I\\\'m a sarci cheeky monkey,
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Interests
Hmm some less depressing info about myself...when I want to try and escape from things I like to read, sit in front of a movie or watch some comedy, listening to music (Rock, punk, metal, alternative, indie, soundtrack, and classical), Love drinking milk cant funtion during theday without my milk fix...came close to saying white stuff there but some people might misunderstand and i wouldnt want that! and eating Chinese food of the gods that, well chinese gods anyway oh and chocolate eclaires! I could eat ten of those one after the other no problem and then feel awful with myself afterwards, trying to get back into art I like to draw, when I find the courage or a friend (harder to find friends instead of courage ha) I enjoy going out and having a fun time regardless of the discomfort. Big animal lover they are much easier then people I find.
Hmm some less depressing info about myself...when I want to try and escape from things I like to read,
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Sorry
hey sorry ds playing up, said you were off line, wouldnt let me go on line and then my laptop totally crashed. hope you ok. xxx
Hug
Free hugs? ... now that's a deal!! hey Lee how goes it mate? ... how's u been then eh? I've not been on DS in ages...not certain if that's a ditto for u. Just thought I'd drop a line and send a free hug ur way.. By the way i've good news to share with you. Eddy and I are now going to be a plus one... we're about 5 months along and are over the moon! We've certainly been waiting for this good news and can't wait till he or she is here!!! :D ... hoorah!!!! hehe... alright well u take care mr. man hopefully I'll log on more often and see ya... ciao for now then mate~ keep on truckin'!
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Funny Face
big hugs my dear. xxx
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Miss You
xxx
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Little Love
hope your ok, xxx
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionBeen depressed for the best part of a decade. In the early years i thought it was normal teenager problems but i started to see that i was different, i was always feeling devastated and had some serious issues with anxeity. After a while i looked into it and dicovered that there might be something wrong with me. I did nothing about it and just floated around like a ghost. When i did seek help i was too embaressed and held back, recently i feel like i just want to end it all but i'm hanging on.
Treatments
- Lexapro Not Working
- Cipralex was as much use as a wet tissue for me. I took it on two seperate occasions for around 16 months in total.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Haha this really didn't work for me...
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- I hide the real truth from my family, while a couple of friends know about me. I have two friends who are supportive but i have had very bad experience in this area. I did tell a couple more about my problems but they were not interested then stopped talking to me which really had a negative affect on me.
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