Work has been too much today. As …
Work has been too much today. As it is every day. Does anyone else ever wonder when the bad days will ever end!
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claire831 
last night was bad this morning and this afternoon has just sent me over the edge.i had yet another go at steve today. i am pushing him so much i am going to lose him.
we had a huge fight again shouted at each other, he hit the nail right on the head today.
I HAVE GIVEN UP ON LIFE, i dont to get dressed, dont want to go out, dont want to do anything around the house. even with my pain level high i would push myself to go out even if i had to use my wheel chair, but i would go out.
i rang the local mental health, got a number for someone else, who gave me another number, who told me to make a cup of tea and to hug steve.
i am hearing voices, i want to die, i want to hurt ppl and i get told tgo mske a cup of tea i mean have you heard anything so silly.
after all this i asked steve to ring our GP's and ask to a call out. my dr rang she has stopped my BUSPAR hope that spelt right. she thinks thst might be making me worse,
and i have an appointment tomorrow morning.
i have asked to go and see her at the surgery instead of a home visit. i want to fight this. Lord pls give me te strength and willpower to find the courage to take that walk, to take those first steps.
i need help otherwise either me or steve will be hurt and i dont want either.
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you will get there babe. you will be in my prayers. love you
xx
07kelz
Father please help my friend. Lead her to that one who will take a interest and help her get on top of this. Give her peace Lord. Help her husband to understand. I know it is hard but Father may the love they have for one another prevail over all this pain. I agree with Claire Lord that you will give her the strength to overcome this situation. Help her Father I ask In Jesus Name!
mammy
Baby steps Hun,use baby steps.
Just make progress slowly.
Hopefully your Dr. will be able to help you,so just try to hang on a little bit longer.
HugS!
evelena
I too will pray that tomorrows visit will go well. And that someone in the medical field will listen to you, and what is going on right now. Stay strong my dear.
Amurphy01
thank you so much for all the support that you giving me, i cant even remember the last time that i got so much support. it means so much to me thank you. i will try to be on 2mrw to let you know how i get on.
claire831
you will get through this hun xxxkeep fighting xx
djbutturfly
Mate..I'm so sorry that I haven't been around much and been here for you to talk to during your times of struggle. Just know that I am here for you now and I love you. Thank you for being you Claire...you are a wonderful person, full of love to give to this world and you will get thru this hard time. I know you will.
Avery1969