I'm honest, loyal, caring, hardworking with a quirky sense of humor, usually nice, and confused. I don't know why so many bad things happen to good people. I have a hard time talking to people I don't know, although if I do, you can't shut me up. I think I have pretty good common sense. I see things a little different than other people, which allows me to do what love to do which is problem solve and fix things. The one thing I could not fix was my marriage, not from lack of trying but you can't fix if you don't really know what the problem is. I just couldn't fix something when she would never tell me what was wrong. Communication only works if both parties contribute, most of the time I ended up talking to myself. She would only tell me that I should already know and if I didn't she was not going to tell me, which led us right into a divorce, final in February 2008.
I'm honest, loyal, caring, hardworking with a quirky sense of humor, usually nice, and confused. I don't know why so many bad things happen to good people. I have a hard time talking to people I don't know, although if I do, you can't shut me up. I think I have pretty good common sense. I see things a little different than other people, which allows me to do what love to do which is problem solve and fix things. The one thing I could not fix was my marriage, not from lack of trying but you can't
I like anything involving the outdoors, fishing, camping, site seeing, walking on the beach, also riding quads on the beach, all kinds of things. Indoors I like watching movies, racing (car, truck, motorcycle, etc.) and I like to fix and work on things, RC trucks at times but mainly just anything that is broken around the house or someone else’s house, I can fix just about anything. I also love to cook, well I used to, not so much any more, cooking for one just doesn't seam right.
I like anything involving the outdoors, fishing, camping, site seeing, walking on the beach, also riding
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FFW gave lonelyone72 a 'you're welcome' 6:05am
Hope your feeling better, your not alone; I’m here if you want to talk. I may not always know just…
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Does anyone really know who they are? I know I'm not sure, so may not be able to help you with that but…
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I like your avatar/photo or whatever you call it, it's just is how I feel.......being put away in a box.…
FFW commented on their journal entry Why? 8:37am
I know what you’re saying but it is always easier said than done. I do my best but when you’re down…
November 10, 2009 8:05am
Well this sucks I just wrote a whole letter why I have not been on and why all my letters I have written on DS have disappeared and it went away. …
October 24, 2009 2:05pm
so much for that it all went away the whole thing gone, all thoughts and feelings wiped away by a computer glitch. Just my life....................
August 27, 2009 10:42am
I just had the strangest dream, it wasn’t really a dream cause I woke up half way through and it was still going on. I have had these before …
August 1, 2009 7:38am
Nothing new to say really, at least not that I want to talk about right now, but I am still here, and I guess that's a good thing in itself.
March 31, 2009 12:49pm
I have been gone for a while, someone I thought I could trust I found out I could not and it hurt, a lot. In my profile the first two words in how I …
Thanks for the hug. xxx
Hi FFW hope you are doing ok today, just wanted to say thanks for accepting my friend request, hope to talk to you more about depression and trying to deal with it. Take care from Cynthia x
hOpE You aRe Ok mY fRiEnD :) , xo
hllo sunshine:):):)
Thank you for your support, it does truely help knowing that there are other people out there who know what your going through because alot of times it seems as if nobody understands
I met my now ex-wife in 1999, dated for 2 1/2 years before moving in together. We bought a house together in 02 and wed in 03. I was making good money when we met and continued to do so. In 2001 I injured my back on the job. I was not able to return to work and had two surgery's. I received workman's comp. for over five years, a considerable amount and I gave it all to my wife. She owned her own business(where I helped as well)and made very good money. But when my checks ran out so did she.
Recently divorced, my dog had to be put to sleep, perminate disability, family members passed away, my truck was stolen, and my father had triple bypass surgery that he was not supposed to make it through. That was just in the past year. Before that was no better. Struggled with depression for most of my life. I just want to love and be loved instead I hate my life and everything in it, things weren't ment to be this way, I don't know what to do or how to change it so things just stay the same.
