Busy feeling bad . . .
November 24, 2009 7:38pm
Yes, it's still around, I'm doing some bio-feedback shit in my head and pretending away any painful day flashes that pop in my brain …
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StillBill
1:14pm, December 17, 2008
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About Me
StillBill
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About Me
Former Design Director. extremely competitive Undiagnosed emotional problems. Eventual crash and burn charcoal brickettes man. Dr. said I had Dysthymia, Didn't know there was a freaking name for it .Besides my name, I am also carrying on my families chemically altered genitic omni-present quadra-liner Personality and Anxiety disorder.. But life is becoming more like I want it to be. ( Dialed in my meds ! ) I can, more often than not, alter reality to my liking and harness that pre-disposed negativism into a sort of delightful albeit abstract amusement that I enjoy delivering to those sad and worried carbon units who might really appreciate a respite from their myriad cares. My lifes legacy is to leave behind 999, 000, 000 people who smiled for just a moment and looked up in the sky and saw Gods face . So it;s gettin' skippy Jim. .. I could use a friend though,
Former Design Director. extremely competitive Undiagnosed emotional problems. Eventual crash and burn charcoal brickettes man. Dr. said I had Dysthymia, Didn't know there was a freaking name for it .Besides my name, I am also carrying on my families chemically altered genitic omni-present quadra-liner Personality and Anxiety disorder.. But life is becoming more like I want it to be. ( Dialed in my meds ! ) I can, more often than not, alter reality to my liking and harness that pre-disposed negativism
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Interests
Being in love with my wife, my lover and best friend. Explaining the world to my grandson Jake. Movies/Camp Movies : (Plan 9 - Ed Wood shit you know?) Reading : Will Durante History of the World. - from sadistic 1st century Popes, to Benjamin "may I watch you bath" Franklin, Quietude. Making new friends here - and I also set aside quality time watching my T.V. . sometimes I even turn it on.
Being in love with my wife, my lover and best friend. Explaining the world to my grandson Jake. Movies/Camp
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BETTER THAN YESTERDAY. . . .
November 16, 2009 1:17pm
Yeh, I think things are a little better these days.
I'm not jumping around the room singing Barry Manalo tunes. . . .
( . . . no …
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OK there Jim, . . . holden steady . . .
October 26, 2009 3:43pm
Them dag gum varmits are in them hills Roy,
- right up in them hootie snickers,
- see? . . .lookie there's one of them dag gone horny type …
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Thanks, Bill.
and look, day four, an I'm still here.
I know that motivation can be a bugger for a lot of us. So ha ha I understand when I say something and get no reply. But that don't mean I like it!
I believe a lot of my problems come from a childhood where I simply didn't get the nurturing i required. Some people are more independent than others, but I spent a lot of time alone and that kept me from learning to deal with people. so now people are kinda scary. I dunno. I am not that bad off, but I feel sad all the time, the world owes me, I am suspicious and in New England where I live (ha and die a thousand time a day!!!") the only friendly people want something from you.
anyway, Bill, Glad to meet cha. As I said in my intro I am pretty open, but ope enough to tell you if I won't talk about something. I won't dodge or lie. that's hard for me.
Glenn
Superhero Status
Hoping you and Sue are well! Take care of yourselves and enjoy the weekend together! Love and Peace to surround you and your family always!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c2w...
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Moment of Peace
Plants And People
by: Author Unknown, Teaching What I Most Need to Know
Plants grow best when we pay attention to them. That means watering, touching them, putting them in places where they will receive good light. They need people around them to notice if they are drooping at the edges or looking particularly happy in the sunlight. The more attention a plant receives, the better it will grow.
We need to be noticed in the same way. If we notice a family member or friend is drooping, perhaps we can pay some special attention to him or her. All of us need someone to care about how we are and to truly listen to us. We can share and double someone's happiness by noticing and talking about it also. We help the people around us to grow by listening to their droopy edges as well as their bright days. People need this as much as plants need light and water. -
Thanks
For your service for our country......Take care of yourself Bill and hope you have many life blessings!
Funny Face
Hey mister.. dropping by to say hello.. I hope you have a nice weekend.. peace baby..
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression
I'm SCREWED UP . .
Treatments
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- I'm better of taking these meds but there's a pric/ trade-off that . not too cool
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- Wellbutrin works very well
- Writing Working / Worked
- Clears my mind, there's so much stuff in there and I missplace things NOW, I know what happened yesterday. =o]
