Emilyxoxoxox's Journal

Paranoia is setting in

I dunno where to begin

Here I am in this frame of mind

I thought I could trust your kind

I find myself rolling my eyes

Curled up in a corner and cries

I’m just a downward spiral waiting to hit the ground

Thoughts go around and around

Why does my life have to be so hard?

It’s like someone’s stole my sanity card.

My head is spinning

The bullies are winning

My thoughts are too deep

I cry myself to sleep

I cut

To stop the hurt

I feel guilty

My brains gone all milky

I found myself thinking about walking in front of a car

It leaves a scar

I think too much

I’m loosing touch

It leaves me distraught

This is really cheesy

But it’s easy

To get my point across

It makes me cross

When people just don’t understand

My eyes expand

Tears are rolling down my face

At a steady pace

I can’t control myself

I’m shattered but every time i get some sleep

My brain goes bleep

Into overdrive mode

It’s like a code

I dunno what to do

There’s always someone to go BOO!

Flash backs

Are based on pure facts

Life is restricted

I’m utterly addicted

I can't help myself resorting to the razor

Your evil stare is like a laser

I’ve had enough of your crap

It’s getting me down

I’m never smiling I always frown

Life sucks when you are around

Your name is well renowned

I’m not your target anymore

Just shut the door!