just an update...:)
September 24, 2008 5:28pm
Well, the challenges keep on a coming, but Im finding that if I keep a positive attitude, I can face them all head on & its been working …
robyn 
8:10pm, October 22, 2009
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About Me
robyn
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About Me
I am currently unemployed after suffering a breakdown earlier this year because of a sexual assult that happened in 2006.. I have ptsd from severe childhood abuse, both physical & sexual, as well as abuse into adulthood....update, I have now begun to have severe panic/anxiety attacks in the past few months. It has gotten so bad that I cant even leave my bedroom. I wont leave the house for anything, turned off my phone & wont answer my door out of fear. I know this isnt normal, I used to be very outgoing & fearless, will I ever get back to normal again? I am so scared...
I am currently unemployed after suffering a breakdown earlier this year because of a sexual assult that happened in 2006.. I have ptsd from severe childhood abuse, both physical & sexual, as well as abuse into adulthood....update, I have now begun to have severe panic/anxiety attacks in the past few months. It has gotten so bad that I cant even leave my bedroom. I wont leave the house for anything, turned off my phone & wont answer my door out of fear. I know this isnt normal, I used to be very outgoing
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Interests
I love animals, pool, music, driving to 'nowhere' just to get away....
I love animals, pool, music, driving to 'nowhere' just to get away....
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just an update
August 17, 2008 1:33pm
Well, the date was a dud, he was a nice guy, but he lied to me about himself and I sent him packin...lol..thats what I get for trying to meet guys on …
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another milestone in my recovery
August 14, 2008 8:46pm
Im actually going on my first date in 2 years on Saturday..wish me luck!
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just an update
July 23, 2008 4:59pm
Well, its been nice having my 'freedom' back., meaning being able to leave my house to go do things, but Im finding that my trust level is at …
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gettin my life back
June 5, 2008 8:47pm
Well, I did it, I went to my daughters graduation & survived with minimal anxiety, guess I was too proud to think of anything else. The next day …
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Support Groups
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
see above, that has become my whole life at this point and I want better. I am extremely angry that the quality of my life is 0, that i have to spend my life alone because I am unable to form any healthy relationships
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
Close ADHD / ADD
I have been diagnosed with so many different things, but my doctor says it all ties in with ptsd. I would like to find a way to manage my symptoms without medications if possible, as drugs are aphobia of mine. any suggestions?
Open Anxiety
I have ptsd, and have had anxiety /panic ptetty much my whole life. It seems to be getting worse now, I cant even leave my bedroom, wont answe the door & turned off my phone out of fear. This isnt normal, will I ever get better?
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- Im still experimenting with this
- Positive Thinking Too Soon to Tell
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
I was severely abused for 8 years as a chil, as well as abuse into adulthood.
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Open Sexual Abuse
was abused for 8 years as a child, as well as several times as an adult
Treatments
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
Open Financial Challenges
because my illness is so severe, I cannot work at this time so am trying to live on next to no money. currently waiting for social security decision, been waiting almost 2 years. It has been a horrible struggle just to make ends meet & pay my bills with just under 80.00 a month (child support) to live on. Wish our wonderful government would quit sending our money to other countries & help more of us americans who are suffering right here.
Open Phobia
Type: Agoraphobia (fear of open spaces)after years of anxiety/panic attacks, it has evolved into parylizing agoraphobia, so bad I havent been able to leave my house in over a month.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a FriendMy daughters father commited suicide over Christmas weekend..2007
