Progress
25 %
When I get through the maze, I hope to find more of my true passions waiting at the exit. I am a giver. I've been accused of more than I care to guess, so I won't.
When I get through the maze, I hope to find more of my true passions waiting at the exit. I am a giver. I've been accused of more than I care to guess, so I won't.
Finding answers, purpose, and eventually, healing.
Finding answers, purpose, and eventually, healing.
Knew I had ADHD as a child. Advanced reader, bored up 2nd grade doodle on the book the teacher shook me like a rag doll. Excelled by 6th grade then post HS academic probs. Driven to complete military and college, til formal dx ADD-Type 3. job social probs surfaced people say i present well then are shocked with job performance. In Asperger triad, Imagination difficult for neurotypicals! Due to this, I am frustrated beyond tears, grieving my career and former friends.
I've been flashing for quite a few years. FSH in 70's now and can't concentrate when hot and humid. Everything is centered around what to wear and will the people there please not jack up the heat?
Have had this since about age 18. Is in connection with being out in public having lunch with people I don't know well, or public speaking in class.
Have Major Depression as well as Seasonal Affective Disorder. Recently learned as someone in menopause that to replace sunlight, Vitamin D3 was essential with the Calcium replacement. Have been depressed due to so many life changes and stressors that it has worsened.
A few times I've been in a situation where walking off the job, as most anybody knows, is a bad idea. Yet, it's people put in charge who were part of creating scenarios I NEVER want see done toward me or anyone else again. The intrusive thoughts have caused me to always be on the lookout for the safety net of being close to the nearest exit door.
Bright lights hurt and can cause migraines along with loud noise and chaos--which is the worst. Foul smells make me want to heave, along with fake people who want to make an appropriate touch, even though their intentions are anything but sincere.
Took my Mom to Hemotologist to find results, and there was my Dad's Brother waiting for PRBCs, he was in protective isolation and has Aplastic Anemia, may have to come back and correct this. My Aunt says it is the most aggressive form and this is Brother 3 of 4. Auntie had her kidney removed over a year ago that makes all of them touched by this.