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  • About Me

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    bratpack

    Female, 21
    Providence, RI, USA
    Member since February 8, 2008

    • About Me

      Iam 19 want to go to school 4 RN all ready have my CNA

      Iam 19 want to go to school 4 RN all ready have my CNA

    • Interests

      going for walks watching t.v., being on the computer and planing video games

      going for walks watching t.v., being on the computer and planing video games

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      From stevebhopes October 31

      I just found your post on suicide lookout. I hope you are doing better, but I am here for you if you need to talk. Please don't hurt yourself. You are not alone!!!

    • Hug

      From babyduckie October 10

      Good morning hope you have a great weekend!

    • I’m With You

      From stevebhopes October 6

      It is a blessing to have you as a friend! Please keep me posted about how things are going. Did you get through your crisis without cutting? I am so sorry you didn't get more response to your post. I don't think too many people go to suicide lookout. I will respond to any messages, You are not alone!!

    • Prayer

      From stevebhopes October 5

      I responded to your post in suicide lookout. I am so sorry you are going through a rough time. I see you have a lot of friends here. Reach out for support and find someone to chat with. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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      From happykittens22 October 5

      here if you ever need someone to talk to

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  • Goals

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    Goal End Date is Jan 1, 09 325 days ago.
  • Support Groups

    • Close Self-Injury

      ive been doing it sence i was 7 cant stop

      Treatments

      Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
      because iam around people i can relate to but i still shut down
      Outpatient Treatment Program Not Working
      because it has alwasys been 1:1 or my ma and me so I shut out even more than groups
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      i shut out
      Red Marker Not Working
      because iam never satsified until i see real blood
      Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
      it only works as a hold me over for a very small time
      S.A.F.E. (Self-Abuse Finally Ends) Not Working
      because i have been doing it for 13 years and has not stoped
      Squeezing Ice Too Soon to Tell
      never tried it
      Talking Not Working
      does not work talking about it because if i wanted to do it before and i already had the thoughts in my head it just makes me want to do it more and if i did not have the thought and someone brings it up it just makes me want to do it more
      Tattoos Not Working
      never had any
    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      i still am dont dont know when i will ever be happy again

      Treatments

      Positive Thinking Not Working
      very reary
      Writing Not Working
      I just write negative
      Zoloft Not Working
      I threw the script away
    • Open Eating Disorders
      Type: Anorexia

      ive been struggling w/ ED sence i was 14 and sometime still deney thers a problem cause i still think iam FAT

      Treatments

      Residential Treatment Center Somewhat Helpful
      i went and i hated it more than u know i would die before i have to go through that again
    • Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

      my brother has bipolar and goes after me to deal with his problems and it causes alot of problems emoionanal and physical and my mom tells my older brother and he goes after the both of us so i get double the beatens

      Treatments

      Leave Somewhat Helpful
      beause i was able to get away from my brothers but i still worry about my mom
      Music Somewhat Helpful
      it calms me down for the time and gets me away from the person
      Talking Not Working
      it turns in to a bigger arregument
    • Open Sexual Abuse

      ill never get over it

      Treatments

      Group Therapy Not Working
      i was to afraid to open up w/ others in the room
      Leave Not Working
      went somewhere else but it did not work out there either
      Talking Not Working
      i tried talking w/ mother
    • Open Cerebral Palsy

      I was born not breathing i found out i had seziures and cp,ijust delt with it and had to do intense physical therpery

    • Open Epilepsy & Seizures

      was born with them and they have not gone away yet i wish they would

      Treatments

      Depakote Somewhat Helpful
      took 4 headaches now i take topmax
      Dilantin Working / Worked
      worked but gave me 3rd degree burns twice
      Surgery, Brain Considering
      they are unsure if it is a brain tumor or scare tissue left over from the seziures
      Tegretol Working / Worked
      i take that 2 daily 400mgxr
      Topamax Working / Worked
      i take 150mg twice daily
    • Open Family & Friends of Bipolar

      my brother has bipolar and is not on any meds so when he mad he becomes violent and there is no stopping him either he also refuses to go on any meds My dad is also bipolar but we dont go near him

    • Open Brain / CNS Tumors

      I have had seziures sence birth and the they got them under control and then they kinda went down hill again so the doctors did a mri and decied to just keep an eye out for it to make sure it does not grow and i have had it in my head sence the age of 9 and still do

    • Open Burns

      I was having a seziure was i was a baby and decided to stick a medince in my iv to stop it called dylanting and the medicine fell out and i got 3rd degree burns they did this to me twice one were you bend the elbow on the inner side and the other on my ankle over by near the foot to

      Treatments

      Silvadene Working / Worked
      worked pretty good but do not rember most of it
      Skin Graft Working / Worked
      worked pretty good i do not rember most of it though due to the that i was not even 2
    • Open Migraine Headaches

      i get these alot due to the i still have the tumor and the seziures before and after they come on

      Treatments

      Aspirin Somewhat Helpful
      depends on how bad it is
      Topamax Working / Worked
      i take it 4 seziures and headaches
    • Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

      i have to have things a certain way or i just go crazy my ma calls my brother monk and me monket

    • Open Sleep Problems - Childhood
      Type: Night Terrors

      i spent most of my childhood out of the home and when i was there it was pretty bad so yes iam scaried to sleep at night and then when i get to sleep i have trouble sting asleep

    • Open Coma

      I HAVE TAKEN MUPTILE OVERDOSES AND SOME THAT HAVE LEFT ME IN A COMA AND ON LIFE SUPPORT AT TIME EACH TIME I TOOK AN AVERAGE OF 240-OVER 300 OF MEDS AND ALL DIFFERENT TYPES

    • Open Families of Prisoners

      well i have a brother who will be 22 in december and in and out of jail and a younger brother who looks up to him who is 18 and headed that way both do drugs and drink and my ma who has been there and uncle for abuse and killind and a whole lot of stuff

      Treatments

      Patience Not Working
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      Talking Too Soon to Tell
      Writing Somewhat Helpful
    • Open Families & Friends Of Addicts

      Grandfather and uncle are recovering alcholics, and both brothers and other uncle are still using and drinking

      Treatments

      Abuse Counseling Not Working
      they eont go
      Al-Anon Not Working
      wont do it
      Patience Not Working
      iam running out of that
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      wont go
      Talking Not Working
      ive tried they dont go
      Writing Not Working
      i do i dont know about the boys or uncle
    • Open Gallstones

      was having pain and could no longer take it and final found out i had Galbladder stones

      Treatments

      Surgery Working / Worked
    • Open Insomnia

      i cant sleep and my schulde is all a mess

      Treatments

      Counting Sheep Not Working
      ive tried does not work
      Music Not Working
      keeps me awake if anything
      Reading Working / Worked
      i get to mad at myself b/c iam a to slow of a leaner
    • Open Rape

      iam not over it and i dont ill ever get past it

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
      i just started this past tuesday october of 08
      Rape Counseling Considering
      never been and iam afraid to open up to them or anyone at that
      Talking Too Soon to Tell
      i try to tak but everytime i try to talk i shut myself down right away and dont talk
    • Open Foster Care

      at age ten up up into age 18 and then because i aged out i ended up going back home but went to my grandfathers and live there

    • Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      i have had a bad childhood and begining aduilt life i hope things get better but my life as been realy screwed up

      Treatments

      Music Not Working
      helps block out wat ever memories or racing thoughts r in my mind
      Psychotherapy Not Working
      i hate it brings up to many bad memories
      Rape Counseling Considering
      i never been but afraid to go at the same time
      Talking Not Working
      it just gets me more worked up
      Topamax Not Working
      i find it helpps for my head aches and seziures than my other problems
    • Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide

      Ive come from a realy screwed up family and have attempted on many different times and just here for the support before i do it again

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Considering
      ive done it before and never can open up nor tell the truth
      Talking Not Working
      i only start talking when iam at my last staw and ready to kill and most of the time there not even enkloging wat iam saing
      Writing Not Working
      when i write i write bad stuff which either makes me more depressed or makes me act in a bad way
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