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if i dont come back online then ive died cuz tht storm is meant to hit wheer i live :|:| i dont wanna die …
im trying to be the little princess he would have wanted anna to be (she wouldnt have been but he wants that) ive cleaned the hopuse even his and alexs bedroom and all that stepfather of mine can do is yell at me for missing a few specks of sawdust and then acuse me of having sawdust on me in an attempt to mess up 'His' tidying and accuse me of blocking the toilet i havent done anything like that! i went for a shit used ther bare minimum of toilet roll and as usual everything is my fault maybe i should kill myself and leave permission to be stuffed that way i can still be his abuse taker when im dead.
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if i dont come back online then ive died cuz tht storm is meant to hit wheer i live :|:| i dont wanna die …
i cant believe im never going to see your face againor feel your arms wrapped tight around meor stroke your face or …
shes gettin a divorce! :'( however this makes my goal easier i rekon :)