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lilMid 
8:23am, November 12, 2009
WARNING! contents in this journal are of a dark artistic kind in the form of a poem please do not read on if you are easily upset.
what is wrong with me...all ive been able to do today is write dark poetry (faintly disturbing poetry) and draw disturbing pictures...i will put them up and maybe you can tell me what you think....
i want!
i want to feel the sting,
i want to see the scratch,
i want it so bad,
i want to make me not sad.
the emotional pain i hide,
its starting to get on top,
i want to release it,
but it must not be let got.
the physical pain i feel,
is easy to deal with,
the scartches will go away,
the calm will come.
i dont wantto be like this,
i didnt ask to cry,
i didnt want this,
i get so upset.
i want the pain to leave me,
and by this i have quuick release,
i dont WANT to hurt myself,
i dont WANT to hate myself,
i NEED to feel and see the pain.
thank you for taking the time out to read it
*HUGS*
hannah is out xxx
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*hugs* i guess i shouldent of read it lol felt like that yesterday as i cut v.v*hugs tightly and gives gray rose*love the poem though
caretakerofthefallen
*hugs i did warn people!!! thanks *takes the rose and sniffs it and hugs tightly back* x
lilMid
i know but im a very stuborn person lol eh the arrows healed a little anyways
caretakerofthefallen
awwwww x
lilMid
yet again another arrow goes in and u know from who v.v
caretakerofthefallen
im sorry babe x
lilMid
awww hun, i feel the same way. x
Aimeebaby
it is upsetting x
lilMid
*hugs*
is it fair for me to say that when i read this poem i see great emotional conflict within yourself?
you dont nessicarly want the pain you just want the emotional pain to end. you want something to take your mind off the emotional distress.
keep writting poetry on these feelings. keep working at it, and keep going and expressing yourself, keep venting these feelings.
Morose-Mary
MoroseMary
thanks MM x
lilMid
u will get what u want hun, it might not seem like it but u will, at some point in ur life everything will fall into place =] *hugsss* xxx
cazc
*hugs* thanks xxx
lilMid
DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT YOU VENT WHEN YOU WRITE? MATBE SOON YOU CAN VENT THIS WAY AND NOY THE OTHER. IF YOU NEED ME I AM HERE. I ADMIRE HOW STRONG YOU ARE.
LOVE
ME
kjl1951
thnaks x
lilMid
very well written.. feel the same way..
nabber
Can totally relate... You have talent, by the way.
Andante
thnk you darlings...x
lilMid