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April 29, 2009 7:03am
WE ARE THE BROKEN CHILDREN
SUFFERING EACH DAY
WE DRINK AND SMOKE TO FORGET
BUT A DESTINY IS SET
IT RIPS OUR HEART
IT TEARS …
Goal Completed on Jan 8, 09
hell17691
5:28am, October 28, 2009
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About Me
hell17691
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About Me
I'm a very funy and great person but lately things are just going wrong people have lost interest in me or i become alone and cry my self to sleep everynight just to try and stop me self harming but it doesn't work coz in the end it feels good and i don't blame other people but i blame myself.
I'm a very funy and great person but lately things are just going wrong people have lost interest in me or i become alone and cry my self to sleep everynight just to try and stop me self harming but it doesn't work coz in the end it feels good and i don't blame other people but i blame myself.
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Interests
My main intrest are rock music basketball and my friends together i wouldn't change it for the world
My main intrest are rock music basketball and my friends together i wouldn't change it for the world
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Recent Activity
November 6
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hell17691 and RunBabyRun are now friends 9:50am
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hell17691 and rainBowsLoveMe are now friends 9:50am
June 17
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hell17691 turned 18 12:00am
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Journal
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blackouts
April 27, 2009 3:34pm
iv started to have majour blackouts iv had them for 3 years and they were really small time now its like allmost ever day its annoying and scares me …
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poetry
March 17, 2009 7:23am
The life that goes on
it welcomes me back
my old friend
the steel pain
and the red line that follows
this time its harsh and …
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TODAY
September 30, 2008 8:03am
it has been shit but iv been putting a smile over it and its gone shit so its fcked up am tired and hungry so am feeling like crap today :( but am …
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Hugbook
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hey hell, long tyme, been awhile, how goes the goot life, whats, how are the ladies treating u, whats the goot word with goot tunes, me busy with work and yard work, staying home tonite watching college football on t.v. the weather is gettn cold and snowy here, anyways buddy have a hellva week, ttyl
Hug
hey man what's up?
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Hug
hey buddy hell, not sure what happened, take care, dude, keep rockn to johnny cash.
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my exams went great thanks :D got into my school which was great. haha a panda? thats epic :P hope u get her one lol! i dyed my hair red today, schools gonna hate it, but i looove it so much! :D x
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Superhero Status
heyy yehh its been too long. havent been up to much, just waiting for exam results to see if i got into my next school =] how have things been with u? x x x ly
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Self-Injury
i cry and feel sad because of life and stress and friends that have no time for how i feel and i don't ask them to take an interest they just say its attention seeking and ignore me so i feel aqlone and i blame myself for it that i could'nt change for them so i cry and cry to try and not to cut myself but in the end it feelS SO GOOD :(
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- i hope this will help am going to tell my family and hope they don't think am freak and send me to a nut house so wish me luck
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- ITS HARD TO TALK TO PEOPLE WITH WHAT I DO
Close Bisexuality
i am a 16 year normal kid who loves rock except every 1 pulls me down for my bisexuality am a kwl guy i like to thing am funny and kwl but other ppl dnt think so but i just want friends tht dnt think its an issue i hope i can get over it but its hard wen u dnt think about it and well am sared ps: am bi nt gay lol am nt going into a phase or am just confused coz am nt am comfortable with it x
Open Breakups & Divorce
complicated just ask
Open Depression
i have allways been deppressed ever since i was a kid even when there was no reason to be depressed i h8 it but nothing seems to help
Open Depression - Teen
hell17691 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
hell17691 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Alcoholism
hell17691 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Paranoia
ever since i was young i iv allways been mugged beat up and scared so no am paranoid at evrything and even scared to walk down well lit alleys it sucks so badly
Open Bullying
hell17691 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Multiple Personalities
iv had it from a young age but neva told any one people just put me down as crazy and am glad they don't know coz josh my other half is the devil omfg i h8 him he allways stirs things up
Open Children Of Divorced Parents
hell17691 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
hell17691 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Phobia
i have many phobia's many that are silly but they scare the shit out of me
Treatments
- Emotions Anonymous (EA) Working / Worked
Open Loneliness
lol the title says it all i allways feel i have no one
Open Eating Disorders
well when i was a baby i was pretty big now i can't gain wait wieght and i ignore food like id eat bear minmum just enough to survive i wiegh 6 stone 3 and am 17
Open Healthy Sex
hell17691 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
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Groups
GSA Gay Straight Alliance
Self Harmers Anon
Thinking of suicide or hurting ur self
The Coffee Shop
Anime Club
Gay Dating Circle
Ahhhh I broke a nail...
Mr. T Appreciation Society
Teen relationship trauma
Dir en grey Fans
Suicide Lookout
Randomers
finding or refinding love
We All Love YourLastChance
Teens In Need
we love jack3
Im Worth It
highly sensitive people
We love DamianG very much.
OUR LOVE FOR CLOUDSTRIFE!!!
People against parents who leave
