Journal Entry for February 24, 2008
so guys,
i started a new job on thursday. its goin grt so far. im doin nites dis wk n i ended up havin 2 wrk the wkend. bt honestly it doesnt …
hey hey..... about me wat can i say. im kinda weird bt n a gud wway...quirky!!!! ive applied 4 college dis yr...a science degree. fingers crossed ill gt in. at the minute im wrkin as a care assistant n my local hospital. im recently bk frm austraila. i was ther 4 a yr wit my friend. based myself n melbourne. fantastic experience. met inspirin ppl ther!!!!!
hey hey..... about me wat can i say. im kinda weird bt n a gud wway...quirky!!!! ive applied 4 college dis yr...a science degree. fingers crossed ill gt in. at the minute im wrkin as a care assistant n my local hospital. im recently bk frm austraila. i was ther 4 a yr wit my friend. based myself n melbourne. fantastic experience. met inspirin ppl ther!!!!!
i love havin new tings like clothes, shoes, make-up....blah blah blah. even though i hate shopping. the idea alone of havin 2 walk round a busy city puts me n bad form. love 2 dance. loves all kinds of music...led zep 2 kings of leon. love hangin out wit my friends...goin 2 clubs, the cinema
i love havin new tings like clothes, shoes, make-up....blah blah blah. even though i hate shopping. the
so guys,
i started a new job on thursday. its goin grt so far. im doin nites dis wk n i ended up havin 2 wrk the wkend. bt honestly it doesnt …
im not drinking 4 a long long time!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that has 2 b a positive thing right????? god i realy do doubt myself
i was doin so wel n den it al bk fired. at the wkend i was the old chrissy agin...gt way 2 pissed n ended up takin pills!!!! u kno i was only stayin …
hey hey,
wel lst nite i went out wit a cuple of friends....put on dat face again wer i appear 2 b happy!!!! bt dis guy cam up 2 me n sed dat i luuked …
how am i feelin 2day...wel realy shit actualy!!!!!! the want in me 2 fight dis diease is realy tryin me. i realy dnt want 2 talk rite now.
chrissy xxx
HAPPY ST PATRICKS DAY!
Hey how ru?
thank you for ur sweet msg friend and yes when i first started out i was very sick so i stoped for my family but now life and my higher power have showen me that this is for me and now i stay sober cause i now love me, im comforfable in my own skin and no reason to hide from me :) so thanks for reminding me of why im sober xxxxxoooox
grew up in co roscommon, then moved to Westport co Mayo...... now in Washington...... I wonder where next??? lol. I do plan to move back to Eire soon though. take care!
i am findin it realy difficult 2 face the fact that i hav a label. i am bulimic. i wi hav 2 live wit this 4 the rest of my life...that scares me. i, more then any thing, want 2 be happy within myself. i am gettin grt support frm home bt i need support frm ppl who r dealin wit an eatin disorder