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joanna2006 
12:26pm, January 25, 2010
OK NOW, this is just about enough....I have been going weeks and barely even a thought about smoking and for about a week now it is almost all I can think about.
I love to watch people smoke (I dont find it repulsive)
Then my mind tells me how lucky they are (I know they arent)
Just wish I could be a nonsmoker that was sure of there quit!
7 months Monday yyiipppeee
I am not going to buy any smokes just needing to vent!
I keep telling myself how unhappy I would be with myself and that it would be years before I could attept another quit!
I keep thinking how good I am doing and then my mind fanatsizes them damn cigarettes!
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I know your feelings- I think its normal to still have cravings. But the fact that you dont ACT on the cravings is the important thing. You've come so far and done so well- I know you'd be so depressed if you ever started up again. Use the power of your mind to keep telling yourself the truth about smoking- its nasty and unhealthy, expensive and a killer- not something you ever want again!!!!
forerica
when you have come this far, you know you don't want to start smoking again, you have probally smoked longer than you have quit so the crave will come and go for a while but will get less and less, and there will be a day that you never think about smoking so keep going your doing great, keep that happy smile going, and go and treat yourself with the money you saved to put you back on a high, sunshine to you
caz16