Journal Entry for February 18, 2008
sometime i wish i could stand here and fade away, so that no one could see the tears running down my face. this is how i feel i just wanna blend in …
sometime i wish i could stand here and fade away, so that no one could see the tears running down my face. this is how i feel i just wanna blend in …
a new day with the same old problems. My dreams last night were the worst they have ever been. i really didn' sleep after trying twice and …
today i dont feel GOOD but i dont feel BAD either. its one of those days where you really dont feel anything. if i could go never feeling …
i am actually in a pretty good mood today. My kids are happy and all seems to be going well. But that doesn't mean that all is GOOD. …
Today i am felling a down i just let i boyfriend of 6 months about my horriblre past. I am 25 years old and i have let what happend as a child …
i was tols that i am extremlly depressed after my 2nd child was born. i had lost my grandmother, was responsible for taking care of my mom if something happened to her(which happened often) and take care of my nephews too because they were in the care of my mother. lost my job and life started to go down hill. and now i cant figure out how to get back up the hill. I have a great boyfriend but there are things i need help with in order to really be happy in life
my son was 4 when his behavior became a problem in school and as a single mother of 2 and hearing all the side affects of the Meds in the world to day i did not medicate him until he was 7. at this time in his life he was becoming a hazard to himself and others around him. he was recently put on concerta and in the beginning it was all okay but now i am noticing a change in my baby. he sits around the house witha blank look on his face and never really smiles anymore.WHAT SHOULD I DO
i was sexually abused from age 7 til i was 9 by an older cousin. I never told anyone cause i was afaid that no one would believe me and that i would be the one to get in trouble. holding it in this long has affected my ability to have a real relationship, i told my boyfriend of 6months and really wanna find my happy place with him but i have to deal with my past first BUT how???
i have a 7 year old boy who still wets the bed. He feels bad about it and i dont really know what to do to help him STOP
i love my boyfriend we have been together for 7months but some thing about him i dont understand and i really want to
I was molested from 7-12years of age and i think that led to my distrust of men for a long time. My first relationship was with a female and i think i can say that i was the only one that i was truly myself in. i hid my feelings for women as i got older. i dont want to feel ashamed about how i want to be with and right now in my life i want to be with a man and a women. Is that WORNG???