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ethome 
10:16am, July 4, 2009
It is currently 12:09am where I ly wide awake.. Why do I think these crazy thoughts, and why aren't I strong enough to get rid of them? I am so scared I am going to start hearing voices.. I really don't know what to do.. I try my hardest to think about other things but my mind seems to run back to these thoughts. I am a 24 year old girl and I am going through this crap. I should be out there enjoying life.. I keep telling myself I need to be strong for my little girl and my fiance, but what if one day I crack and fall to pieces? I hope this is never the case and I really hope I am strong enough inside to beat off these silly thoughts.
