I'm currently moved back home and now I'm studying illustration and design I believe I have a friendly and approachable personality and somewhat wacky at times.
I'm currently moved back home and now I'm studying illustration and design I believe I have a friendly and approachable personality and somewhat wacky at times.
Music and art are my passions and life.
Music and art are my passions and life.
tiareflower wrote a discussion post in the Depression support group: Laughing is best. 11:17am
Just watched this vid from youtube. It made me laugh till i nearly cried! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ARYxfKaTwBA&feature=related…
tiareflower gave ShazzerInc a hug 8:23am
Heya Shaz, just giving a hug and a thanks for all the hugs of support for me. Things are still down but…
tiareflower and livc2812 are now friends 9:43pm
tiareflower updated their status 11:33am
everything is falling apart...…
tiareflower and LilLD1223 are now friends 1:03am
October 25, 2009 4:22pm
So, here i am, it is 5:56am in the morning. Should be sleeping. But I can't.I wrote the other day. but need to again.But I feel the need to. Not …
October 24, 2009 11:42am
Dear Daily strength.*sigh*I think I'm pretty much at my lowest point ever.In 2 week I have...* Binged 8 times.*Purged EVERY sing meal and thing I …
October 18, 2009 6:25am
Dear dear me, what am I going to with me?Up and down. 3 steps forward, 5 steps backwards. thats usually the situation with me.just gotten back home …
October 7, 2009 7:45am
I've been trying to write in this goddam journal about three times but couldn't. I would literally just stare at the screen for ages and not …
September 22, 2009 2:37pm
I've recently checked here and realised that I haven't written in a while so I've decided to write a general update and such.Not sure how …
Hope you are well hun, big hugs......
Good luck, getting support is what you need, you can overcome this, just have to keep riding those waves, you will have me from the other side of the world, looking out for you.....
Thanks for the hug, hate seeing you all down, hope things do get better, here for you, thinking of you.......
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I got Wilm's Tumor when I was five on my left Kidney. As a result my left Kidney was removed. I was extremely ill for a long time but eventually recovered. I was officially cleared when I turned 16. I am here for support and to prove that having cancer is not always a death sentence.
I used to be so skinny as a child. I was born two months premature and then when I was 5 I became ill with cancer. Because of this I was seriously underweight (I weighed only 9kg when I was 5-7 yrs when they should be about 15-20). But as years went by I suffered physical, emotional and sexual abuse. This got added by depression and I put on alot of weight. Especially when I first moved out and put on over 30 kgs... at my heaviest I weighed 120kgs at the start of the year...
I think my depression started when I was 13 years. It started because I was suffering mental, physical and sexual abuse for many years. It started by me just crying for no reason and not knowing why. To then a few years later in highschool where I started having repeated break downs and starting cutting myself. I hated myself so much and I couldnt stand the pain, the hurt and the betrayal I went through when I was just a kid. However I eventually did get help and now I want to support others.
Been suffering anxiety since about 2 months ago when i got assaulted... i dont like being around groups of people or being in social situations anymore...
I used to cut myself when my depression was really bad at about 17-19 years old. But eventually I stopped and swore i would never do it again. I still get triggers and cravings now and then.. but i stopped...
I was sexually abused twice.. Once when I was about 6 from a family friend.. then the second time from my biological father... He hasnt been a part of my life since I was 13... and now i have a wonderful stepfather who i now call dad. However the effects of abuse still haunt me alot
Basically I've just realised that I'm bulimic. not quite sure how to go about it yet...
