Journal Entry for December 17, 2008
four and a half months sober
four and a half months sober
I'm back on for a little bit. I haven't been on the site because I haven't really needed it and there's certain aspects of this …
ahah barely!!!
im good right now, :) i miss you man
thats so good to hear, you deserve a floating head with a cape!!!!!
I guess Im doing good.
i got involved sexually with a troubled girl who was too young for me. i felt guilty and tried to take care of her, make her feel better. this turned into a long, unhealthy, sexual relationship in which i convinced myself she was the girl for me, if she could become a better person. I tried to control her risky partying and drinking behaviour. She ended up getting raped at a party, shortly after that i found out she'd been seeing another guy and lying to me about it for a couple of months.
Just found out I have it. Don't know anything else. I'm 27.