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besler17 
2:21pm, August 1, 2009
I used to hate going grocery shopping because four grocery bags costed almost 200 dollars. now im depressed because everywhere i look every label i check there are devil wheats, sugars, and other things that are bad for me. The other day i almost started crying because once again my endo has changed my life.what am i spose to do, not eat? the anxiety of meal planning almost makes me lose my appettitie in the first place. haha maybe thats the trick!
2-23-08
Today I ordered a book of the net to help me to follow a diet to rid my body of candida. In my Living With Endometriosis book it gave a statisitc of the relationship between the two devils. It clicked in my mind, as i thought back to when i first began to menstruate. it wasnt something that i felt open to discussing with anyone, including my mom. in fact i even tried to hide it from her. we were never close. i always seemed to have a yeast infection. Although, I never really knew what was going on wasnt even normal until i was older. So now I am setting a goal to slowly eliminate dairy and then wheat from my diet. Its going to be hard because i love milk and have at least two bowls of cereal a day...maybe i just have a food allergy??? There are so many things to fear, living with endometriosis. What if I cant work, what if i cant afford medical care, what if what if what if. its hard to be certain of anything when something so gutwrenching has taken from me everything i had so suddenly. what if im at a plateau and this is as good as it gets and i will not ever get any better? not sure where i am going to start but by first gathering some recipes and going shopping
