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About Me
Willingtobefree
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About Me
I am a 27 year old who is still in college. I like the fact that I am calling the shots these days. I am into photography, writing and I enjoy reading just about anything I can put my hands on.
I am a 27 year old who is still in college. I like the fact that I am calling the shots these days. I am into photography, writing and I enjoy reading just about anything I can put my hands on.
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Interests
Photography, reading, writing, and my degree!
Photography, reading, writing, and my degree!
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Journal
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Hugbook
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Wasn't online yesterday because I have a head cold and wanted to curl up. Catch me today if you can...Take care lots of love Carolin XX
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Hug
Happy birthday sweetheart...Have the bestest of days. XX
I’m With You
ur friend had no right to not tell you they talked to an old foster family...what were they trying to accomplish?
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Hug
A long warm hug from your old british friend. Sounds like you've had a tough time lately. Let me put on the kettle while you dry those tears. I have missed you these past months, we need to catch up I don't know any of the people in your journal. XX
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Hug
My computer crashed big time so I can only use Kitty's laptop from time to time...Please send me a message to let me know how you are doing XX
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Photos
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Support Groups
Close College Stress
I am an "abnormal" college student. I may not be one of the oldest ones in classes but I live in the dorms and feel like everyone's big sister.
Treatments
- Sleep Working / Worked
- I try to sleep every chance I get...
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I do not get the support I need from my family but I get an awful lot from my friends. So I guess it really depends.
Close Sexual Abuse
I left this group thinking I was strong enough to handle things when they came my way. Now since I have started to discuss things with my counselor I realize I am not strong enough to do this on my own.
Treatments
- Leave Working / Worked
- Since turning 18 I have lived in several different states. Now I am back in the state the abuse happened in and am trying to face my "demons". It's not an easy road but one I must follow through if I ever truly want to be happy.
- Music Working / Worked
- I have used music as a way to get myself to show emotion. If I can tap into it with music then I can allow it to flow openly.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I am currently talking about this in therapy and have been trying to find a support group to turn to outside so I can continue my healing process. It has helped to start talking about this but it has also been a very bad thing since starting to talk about this I have slipped on my ED programs. I have had nights where I can't sleep and I have also had nights where I sleep but don't sleep good. I feel that I am going insane sometimes and others I am okay.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I am always writing in my journal. However, sometimes it doesn't help it just makes it worse. I guess that's just part of this weird process.
- \"The Courage To Heal\" Working / Worked
- Really helped me to see who the person is that I should be blaming.
Open HPV
I was diagnosed with HPV over 3 years ago. I have been clean the last several times I have had a pap. That is until my pap I had last month. I go for another COPO on 10/30/08 and I am a bit afraid.
Treatments
- Colposcopy Working / Worked
- No longer worked...I have another scheduled for 10/30/2008.
Open Eating Disorders
I am in recovery for anorexia with bulimic tendencies.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I am currently seeing a psychologist whom has helped me to gain alot of control back in my life and find other ways to deal with stress and pain.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I see a wonderful counselor who specializes in this area and other area's I need help in.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I am one of those that when I was little I really did not fear telling anyone about my abuse and now it has sort of reversed and since starting counseling I have not really been able to discuss things about my abuse.
Open Asthma
Type: Exercise-Induced AsthmaI was diagnosed with adult onset asthma when I was about 21 or 22 years of age.
Treatments
- Albuterol Working / Worked
- I hate how it makes me feel after using it but when I have trouble breathing it helps to open the lungs!
Open Bereavement
I just lost my grandma last night. I was very close to her and this is hurting me very much. I don't know how to be okay anymore. She and I were very close and I could always talk to her about things.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Can't seem to stop crying at the moment.
- Remembering Working / Worked
- I am trying to remember the happy memories of my gradnma. It's very hard at the moment.
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