Sick to my stomach with sadness
November 15, 2009 2:26am
So I leave and come back and leave and come back and I don't understand it at all. WHY. I know he's not right for me but he is …
katebebetter22 
4:28pm, November 18, 2009
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About Me
katebebetter22
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About Me
I am currently attending St. Cloud State University for a BA in Sociology and I am working as a program counselor for developmentally disabled kids. Things are finally starting to look up for me and I can't wait to see the future!
I am currently attending St. Cloud State University for a BA in Sociology and I am working as a program counselor for developmentally disabled kids. Things are finally starting to look up for me and I can't wait to see the future!
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Interests
I enjoy most of all hanging out with my friends and family and having a good time. I also enjoy sports and having fun outdoors like camping and such. I LOVE music and it is a huge stress reliever for me. Other than music, reading has become and saving grace. I love to read and write letters as well.
I enjoy most of all hanging out with my friends and family and having a good time. I also enjoy sports
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Recent Activity
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2 hugs received, 1 discussion post, 1 hug given, 1 journal post
Friday
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katebebetter22 wrote a discussion post in the Families & Friends Of Addicts support group: Why don't we listen to the actual words they say? 1:05am
I left him a week ago yesterday and everyday it is a challenge to stay away. He text messages me multiple…
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katebebetter22 gave skinnylatte0424 a thanks 12:55am
I just want to thank you for all of your support through this time. It really helps.…
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katebebetter22 changed their mood to Bad 12:49am
November 18
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katebebetter22 updated their status 4:28pm
hates work drama…
November 17
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katebebetter22 gave KellyGurl an I'm with you 8:46pm
I hope everything went okay the other night after we stopped chatting! I'm thinking about you!…
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Hugbook
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UR Welcome
Hang in there!
Little Love
hello looks very smart, i like ur friendship to have good communications for learn things
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just passing by.... wow such a beautiiiful kitty! oh gosh, just Beautiful!
I’m With You
Feel free to PM me if you want.
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Thanks :) It wasn't as bad as I thought
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have dealt with depression for 10 years but was diagnosed in 2002 with major recurring depressive disorder and last year I was diagnosed with acute anxiety disorder.
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Effexor Working / Worked
- I have my ups and downs but it seems to level me out.
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- I found that it worked but then sort of dropped off after 6 months to a year.
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- I use it when I am having trouble sleeping and it works very well but almost too well because I wake up and feel like I was just in a coma.
- Writing Working / Worked
- I find that the journal on here is really helpful...more so than writing in a paper journal.
Close Eating Disorders
I have periods of time where I restrict and then start to binge eat. I used to purge but have not done that in 4 years.
Open Food Addiction
I have a terrible problem with restricting and then binge eating. I mostly hide it from people because it's really embarrassing and shameful and I feel that people would be disgusted by me. The only person who really knows is my mom and she is trying to understand.
Open Anxiety
I have been diagnosed with Acute Anxiety Disorder and sometimes it seems manageable other times I feel totally out of control.
Treatments
- Ativan Somewhat Helpful
- It works but is a lot stronger than I would like.
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- If I can focus long enough they tend to help.
- BuSpar Not Working
- My psychiatrist recommended to stop taking it because it has a low effectiveness rate.
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- Meditation Working / Worked
- relaxation exercises seems to help when I cannot sleep.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- It works but it's too powerful for my liking.
- Xanax Working / Worked
- I only use this for anxiety attacks but it works really well.
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
Alcoholism runs in my family and my father and brother are both alcoholics or drug addicts as well as many extended family members. My father has been sober for 4 years and trying to work his program. My brother is away so unsure of his status now.
Treatments
- Al-Anon Working / Worked
- It helps when I go but I have a hard time getting myself to go especially since I can no longer make it to my home meeting.
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Working / Worked
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- It works best if I write journal entrys here. I'm not sure if it's the support or the typing fast enough for my thoughts or the anonymity but it helps.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Was in an abusive relationship for about 8 months and trying to move on.
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