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Went to therapy...I got weighed (on account they are monitoring my weight because of the eating disorder...). I am approx. 1/2 a pound under weight for my height. Minimum weight for my height is 129 lbs, and I weighed in at 128.5. My therapist was pissed, and she warned me not to go below that, but I can't make any promises...I can't help when I'm not hungry...
I feel like shit! Nothing in my life is ever going to get better. It's always been one bad thing after another...Fuck it all! 
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Got my meds today for general anxiety and panic disorder and for depression. The anxiety pills are pretty great...I just took my first one, and I'm all relaxed and feeling pretty mellowed out right now! LOL! Like I just smoked a huge bowl of you know what...LOL! Anyway, I start the meds for depression once a day...Doc says it takes about two weeks for anything to start to take effect...damn it! Well, at least I'm all mellowed out right now...right on! Hehehe 
I go tomorrow for blood work cause the Doc thinks my rapid weight loss and eating disorder might be having some kind of ill effect...blah, blah, blah...but hey, I'm skinny as ever and happy about that! I have the next whole week off of work...Doc's orders. I think I'm just gonna veggitate in front of my tv the whole time except when I'm in therapy three times this week...UGH! I hope this shit works! BLAH!
I go tomorrow for blood work cause the Doc thinks my rapid weight loss and eating disorder might be having some kind of ill effect...blah, blah, blah...but hey, I'm skinny as ever and happy about that! I have the next whole week off of work...Doc's orders. I think I'm just gonna veggitate in front of my tv the whole time except when I'm in therapy three times this week...UGH! I hope this shit works! BLAH!Comments
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Just don't forget that the meds don't do the work for you. You have to keep pushing yourself too.
I'll be thinking about you. Hope they help.
*hugs*
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Im sorry to hear that.
(((HUGS)))
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