Journal Entry for March 6, 2008
March 6, 2008 11:55pm
Went to therapy...I got weighed (on account they are monitoring my weight because of the eating disorder...). I am approx. 1/2 a pound …
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smikkelson
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About Me
I work as a civilian DOD Police Officer on a Military Base.
I work as a civilian DOD Police Officer on a Military Base.
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Journal Entry for February 15, 2008
February 15, 2008 8:03pm
I feel like shit! Nothing in my life is ever going to get better. It's always been one bad thing after another...Fuck it all!
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Journal Entry for February 13, 2008
February 13, 2008 5:06pm
Got my meds today for general anxiety and panic disorder and for depression. The anxiety pills are pretty great...I just took my first one, and …
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Journal Entry for February 12, 2008
February 12, 2008 5:55pm
I went to my first therapy session today. It was scary having to talk about things out loud and stuff. I hate feeling like I'm being …
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Journal Entry for February 11, 2008
February 11, 2008 6:45am
I had the most horrible dream yesterday! I dreamt that my husband had left me for another woman and was with her right now! I woke up in …
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Hey, I noticed that you are feeling down. I want you to know that I am thinking of you and that I am here for you. Please know that you are in my prayers and I am here for you. BEST WISHES :)
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HOPE TODAY IS BETTER THEN YEASTERDAY
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Close Breakups & Divorce
My husband and I got married March 12th, 2006. We went through a lot of emotional and challenging events during the beginning of our marriage. My husband left me in April 2007 for just over 3 months. He wanted to come back in July 2007. I was reluctant because I was afraid he would do it again, but I decided to let him move back in. Everything was going ok...a bit rocky every now and then but not as bas as before, and BAM, he left me again about 2 weeks ago! I am devistated!
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I just started therapy on 12Feb08. Seems hopeful I guess.
- Reading Too Soon to Tell
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Time Somewhat Helpful
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI'm depressed because of my husband leaving me again!
Treatments
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- Just got meds today (13Feb08)
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Just started therapy 12Feb08 Will be getting put on meds soon.
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI have always been obsessed with being skinny. I used to throw up when I was younger but was afraid of ruining my teeth enamel, so now I just starve myself mostly.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- I just started therapy for depression and anxiety on 12Feb08...haven't told her about the eating habits yet....
Open Bipolar Disorder
At first, a few weeks ago, I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety/panic disorder, but the meds they had me on weren't really helping, so then they began monitoring me for BP, and apparently, that's what they are saying I have now....
Treatments
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- At first, it made me sleep all the time, then it didn't really do anything, so my Doc upped the dosage (doubled it). Now, I feel like I'm stoned...Doc says that will wear off once my body adjusts to the dosage amount. All in all, I feel pretty mellow now, but I still have manic and depressed moments here and there...
