My Depression...
Basically, I dont really recall a long period of time when i've felt happy since i was a kid. I get happy sometimes, but It doesnt last long. I …
Basically, I dont really recall a long period of time when i've felt happy since i was a kid. I get happy sometimes, but It doesnt last long. I …
Um. Ok, so I have a hiatal hernia and... it sucks. I feel bad for all of us who have one. I got diagnosed Nov '07. So, not too long ago. …
I had pain in my upset abdominal area for years. Everyone thought it was just gas or just nerves. But I knew what it felt like to be bloated and be nervous. Finally the summer just after my senior year of high school i couldn't even work at my job. so i quit that day and called up the doctor right away. We began doing all sorts of different tests. Finally, in November of last year i was diagnosed with a (rather large) hiatal hernia.
I just don't remember the last time I felt truly happy or good. I don't have a tragic story or have a horrible life or anything. I don't know why i never feel happy or anything. -- I'm doing much better!!
Most attacks happen in the morning when I wake up. I just can't get out of bed whether I have school or work or if it's any other day. Most often if I have school or work. Even if school/work is going great though and I enjoy it, I will still wake up sometimes with panic attacks. I don't understand it.