Journal Entry for June 6, 2009
A bird just shat down my window....how rude!!!!
Right well i'm updating this, because my last profile sounded like i was on a dating website or something. I'm 22 years old...i think too much...sometimes to the point that my head feels like it's gonna explode..my brain doesn't seem to rest. I'm a day dreamer...i constantly think of the could ofs and should ofs..i have depression, and as much as i like to think i can control it...most days it controls me.
Right well i'm updating this, because my last profile sounded like i was on a dating website or something. I'm 22 years old...i think too much...sometimes to the point that my head feels like it's gonna explode..my brain doesn't seem to rest. I'm a day dreamer...i constantly think of the could ofs and should ofs..i have depression, and as much as i like to think i can control it...most days it controls me.
reading....books are my escape...art, i love drawing and painting(when im in an arty farty mood) music, laughing til my sides split...films that make me giggle..spending time with friends..etc etc bla blaaaaa
reading....books are my escape...art, i love drawing and painting(when im in an arty farty mood) music,
A bird just shat down my window....how rude!!!!
For some reason.......my spirits are a bit low all of a sudden...i'm getting the urge to binge and be sick...but so far i've resisted....just …
HUGS, hope you are well.....
Hows you ya disapearing act? x
Just because.......
Beckyboo, how are you? really hope you are well and doing great, which I love to hear....
Heeeeeeeeey great to hear from you Beckyboo, seriously miss you, im back at uni. just getting used to that, being out, trying to fight against my anxiety and the d word lol. how about you? hows everything? wow so great to hear from you.....yep I said that twice.... lol
I have always really suffered with mild depression, but it got really bad when i was around 14 when i became Bulimic, i was on prozac for a good few years, but gradually came off them.
I've suffered with Bulimia for around 6 years now...i thought i had over come it...but..yer..i was wrong :/ i wish i could have a normal relationship with food..but i just cant see it happening.