Emotions and bipolar disorder
February 8, 2009 12:15pm
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My emotions are getting the best of me. Lately I am so impatient. I find that I am takeing naps just to make the time go by faster. I am so …
Butterflylearner
12:06pm, February 5, 2009
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About Me
Butterflylearner
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About Me
I am 22 years old and single. I am going through a pretty rough time in my life right now. Looking for friends. I have been pretty sick most of my life so most poeple kinda steer clear of me because they dont want the drama. It hurts but I guess I can understand. I enjoy taking hikes on nature trails and thru the woods at a casual pace. I also really enjoy reading and writing. My biggest passion however is children, I love children.
I am 22 years old and single. I am going through a pretty rough time in my life right now. Looking for friends. I have been pretty sick most of my life so most poeple kinda steer clear of me because they dont want the drama. It hurts but I guess I can understand. I enjoy taking hikes on nature trails and thru the woods at a casual pace. I also really enjoy reading and writing. My biggest passion however is children, I love children.
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Emotions and bipolar disorder
February 8, 2009 12:15pm
Hey ~
My emotions are getting the best of me. Lately I am so impatient. I find that I am takeing naps just to make the time go by faster. I am so …
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Life
February 5, 2009 12:27pm
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My life is a little better lately. I have, once agian, alot of medical things all coming togather at once here. But I guess it is good that …
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Life in the fast lane
January 16, 2009 2:04pm
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Things are kinda rough lately. I am not sure how much longer I can continue going on like this. Things are just so much more …
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Life
January 12, 2009 9:41pm
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Well things have gotten really crazy around here latel. I have been working out daily and am now expected to do daily and weekly chores. Things …
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Sorry to see you are feeling horrible... I pray for happy days for you!
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Take care of yourself. Down spells are bad but I'm here for you if you need me.
I’m With You
Sounds like we go through similar manic episodes. I'm new so I don't know if talking out of a groug is possible but if so let me know if you'd like to talk.
Shout Out
hope u are doin well
Ray of Sunshine
I'm sending u a raise of sunshine I wish u wellness and happiness and I wish I could say something to make u feel better.just know i'm always here if u need a ear to vent to and I send lots of love and hugs ur way..
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Close Acute Myelogenous Leukemia (AML)
Stage: M7I was diagnosed with AML when I was only 4 1/2 years old. Everyone said that I would die. That I had little to no chance of survival. Now that I am an adult I am trying to find the whole story about what happened to me when i was a child.
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- Bone Marrow Transplant Working / Worked
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Close Hysterectomy
I am a 22 year old that had my surgery just three weeks ago. I am extremely emotional and feeling very alone. It was all i ever wanted to bear children and bring them into this world but that seems not to have been Gods plan. I bleed for three solid years before they finally took it out. I know it was best but I still cry every time I see a baby.
Open Bipolar Disorder
I dont know what to say other than I am really in a downward spiral right now and need some help
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Open Codependency
Hey I am told that I am very codependent. I constantly need someone and when I make a friend I want to monopolize their life. I dont kow how to live otherwise.
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- Pets Somewhat Helpful
Open Rape
I have actually been raped multiple times by multiple poeple. Now i am afraid to be in a relationship because i am afraid of being hurt
Open Asthma
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Open Back Pain
I tore two disks in my back while working at a daycare. Now I am 22 with constant back pain
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- Chiropractic Adjustment Working / Worked
- helps if i go once a week
- Morphine Working / Worked
- Stretching Working / Worked
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Open Depression
Just depressed, dont really know what else to say
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- Celexa Not Working
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- Effexor Not Working
- Geodon Not Working
- Lexapro Not Working
- Paxil Not Working
- Made me suicidal
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Seroquel Not Working
- Support from Friends & Family Considering
- Would probly work if I had any friends or if my family cared
- Trazodone Not Working
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Writing Working / Worked
- I write in a journal every night and as long as I do it every night it does help
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Family Issues
My dad is an asshole
Open Female Sexual Issues
Sex Hurts
Open High Cholesterol
22 years old with high cholesterol
Open Epilepsy & Seizures
I was diagnosed about three years ago with a siezure disorder called Autonomic Neuropathy that is due to my Chemo or Radiation therapy as a child
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Open Insomnia
I have been struggling with insomnia for quite some time now. Sometimes I even go days where I cant sleep
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- Ambien Working / Worked
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- Meditation Not Working
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- Reading Not Working
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- Rozerem Not Working
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Open Jealousy
I am so jealous of my sister. Her relationships, all the friends she has and her looks.
Open Migraine Headaches
I inherited migraines from my mother
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I was diagnosed with OCD about ten years ago. It just seems to be getting worse as time goes by and is begining to interfere with my everyday life
Open Painful Intercourse
It has always hurt me to even have a pap smear cause the instriments hurt me. Now that I am older I thought i would grow out of it once I had sex but I have had sex many times and it hurts like nothing else
Open Panic Attacks
I have had panic attacks for around seven years. I fight with them on a daily basis.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
My dad is verbally and emotionally abusive and I have been physically abused by both of my boyfriends
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I was diagnosed with PTSD about seven years ago. I have it from rape, abuse and because of all I had to go thru growing up because of medical problems.
Open Self-Injury
I have been fighting with self injury for about eight years now. It is really hard for me not to cut or draw my blood especially when i get stressed out or am around my parents
Open Sexual Abuse
dont really know what to say other than I am not sure how to trust another guy agian.
Open Shyness
I dont know how to talk to poeple my own age. I can talk to poeple that are about ten years difference than me but not my peers. I freeze.
Open Stress Management
I have no clue as to how I am supposed to manage stress. I just dont know how. I cant seem to relax it is like my body doesnt comprehend what I am doing.
Open Thyroid Cancer
Type: OtherI was diagnosed with Thyroid cancer about three months ago. I had to have my thyroid removed because of cysts and when they did the tests they found the cancer.
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- Radiotherapy Working / Worked
- took a pill and three days later had a full body scan and foud that they didnt think that there was cancer anywhere else.
