head and heart
November 28, 2009 12:00pm
I feel like I am trying to be someone I am not. A lot of people here put themselves down because they are emotional. I think with my heart. Isn't …
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nolaguy
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About Me
nolaguy
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About Me
on paper I sound successful. Own two businesses, one of which is a health club. I have 3 great children. I'm educated. I like to ride my motorcycle and run in races. But I feel like I am less than most everyone I know. Less successful, less sexy, less social, less everything. I am working on this more now than ever. I will be the best I can be soon. Feel like I just have to have the balls to do it Just afraid of failure.
on paper I sound successful. Own two businesses, one of which is a health club. I have 3 great children. I'm educated. I like to ride my motorcycle and run in races. But I feel like I am less than most everyone I know. Less successful, less sexy, less social, less everything. I am working on this more now than ever. I will be the best I can be soon. Feel like I just have to have the balls to do it Just afraid of failure.
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Interests
Working out, running, Comedy, Kat Williams, Adam Sandler, David Spade, ( Joe Dirt is a blast of a movie!)
Working out, running, Comedy, Kat Williams, Adam Sandler, David Spade, ( Joe Dirt is a blast of a movie!)
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nolaguy commented on sadngone’s journal entry DARK SARROW IN MY CHEST. 9:55pm
Hey boxer, can you tell me about any one thing that makes you sad? Just pick one. Thanks. ps it really…
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nolaguy gave sadngone a chicken soup 9:51pm
Chicken soup hug. Closest thing to Corona here! lol!…
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nolaguy updated their status 8:58pm
Watching the Saints. Looking for win no. 11 !!!…
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nolaguy gave sadngone a well done 11:30pm
You have so many good things in your life and you are a very witty and fun person. Remember that depression…
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deep in the hole
November 27, 2009 8:09pm
I am broke. I have so many bills piling up. I just want to get loaded to forget. I have been trying but not getting any business. I wrote bad checks …
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lonely today
November 22, 2009 10:13am
I am feeling lonely today. Being alone sucks. I want a woman in my life. I have qualities. Why is it so hard for me. I have a female friend staying …
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using sex to say I'm okay
October 20, 2008 9:53am
Sometimes I'll need sex. Not want it ... need it. And my head starts spinning and I nearly have an anxiety attack. It usually happens when I have …
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Why, thank you for reaching out. Don't be ashamed for peeking in - I have nothing to hide from anyone. I'd love to chat some time. Sandy
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Ray of Sunshine
Thank you for your advice. I was able to get past my fears and stand for what felt right and told my sisters I would sleep over at my boyfriend's and they respected my decision, they might not have agreed with me, but it felt good to do what felt right and not let that stop me. I am glad I did not worry too much about how they felt or decided to take it afterwards. Thank you :)
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI'm working hard to overcome this depression. I have good days and bad days. Good news is the good days are coming more often and sometimes I feel like I did years ago. I have two friends I talk to but they are going through their own depressions. They are both girls that I have been in love with in the past. I haven't made any guy friends. No one I feel comfortable with. Hope to make some cool friends here and maybe do my share of befriending others.
Treatments
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- Thats some of the reason I am here. My head feels groggy and my memory is poor. I just can't get my brain working like it should.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Try to journal every day. It really helps when I am feeling bad.I get myself motivated to improve. It makes me focus on what I really need to be doing instead of focusing on what had me feeling bad at the time.
Close Codependency
I am in love with a woman who I am co-dependent on. She and I have never dated but have had a relationship for years including sexual. Problem is that my relationship with her seems to affect how I feel about myself. When she needs me or wants to do something with me I feel great but when I feel like I am not part of her life I am depressed sometimes to the point of bad anxiety attacks.
Treatments
- Emotional Freedom Techniques (EFT) Working / Worked
- it helped but I haven't done it in a while.
- Reading Working / Worked
- Reading "The Way of the Superior Man" by David Deida
Open Breakups & Divorce
Because I am divorced and want to love someone again.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Working / Worked
